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    How do I let go of sin?

    I feel stuck shutting God out. And ignoring Him. I talk to Him last second only when it’s convenient and I constantly try to distract myself. I usually talk to God in the shower and before I sleep, but only because it’s convenient for me and I’m so two faced. It feels difficult going to God...
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    Apathetic and hopeless

    I’m sorry I didn’t really respond to your first post. I’ve just kept shutting God out and people that try to help. I keep saying because there’s a choice to not choose God, I have to because I’m not good enough to be with him now and I act like going to him is a dream because I’m afraid I’ll...
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    Apathetic and hopeless

    I know what I should do in seeking God but I feel like I can’t move. At times I want to stay in sin, God tells me the truth, but I don’t listen, I stay in distractions lifeless and apathetic in life like a zombie. Why am I so numb and lazy to do anything? I wouldn’t want to try to live if not...
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    Sorry for taking so long to respond! My mind hasn't been in a good place, i keep pushing people...

    Sorry for taking so long to respond! My mind hasn't been in a good place, i keep pushing people away but thank you for caring for me and offering to be a friend!
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    How do i choose God when i feel mentally unstable?

    How do I choose God? (sorry this is unorganized and long) Hi. I’ve been afraid a lot of myself. I love Jesus and I’ve been close to him, but I’ve been getting so distracted at home by technology and addictions. I feel like I give up so easily, and when I do, God wakes me up from my sin hours...
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    Fear over predestination

    Thank you guys for replying and answering my questions! So i was so late, anxiousness keeps me away from doing anything... :( But i do appreciate you guys put time out of your day to help me understand!
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    Feeling weak from anxiety and trust issues

    Life has felt like it's been falling apart. Apathy keeps me from wanting to actually live life, and anxiety keeps me shaking as if I'm getting shocked constantly. I wanted to escape these feelings of self hatred and harm have come back. Now, while my thoughts are chaotic, all could manage are...
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    Fear over predestination

    The verses over predestination, have left me very nervous the more I have thought of them. Out of everyone God could chooses why did he choose me? It certainly isn’t based on how I am, I am sinner and don’t deserve his love. And yet he chose me to give me the desire to spend my life with him...
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    I want to go to God, but I feel so bad...

    Thank all of you for replying! I'm sorry i haven't sent more detailed replies, with anxiousness I feel like a mess and it's difficult to get myself to do things and i'm stuck feeling all lazy. I do appreciate your replies!
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    I want to go to God, but I feel so bad...

    I want to go to God, but I'm worried about how much i get in the way. Because with temptations i get so selfish and distracted. Sometimes I wish i didn't exist because I won't be with him and be as focused as i want to be because of how bad i am. I wish i didn't have the power to make decisions...
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    I feel messy from suicidal thoughts.

    I've had some trouble with distractions, and i've been upset because i've been stuck running away from problems instead of going to God. I want to get over the addictions of my old life, and even though i've had slow progress, i have hope that God will hel me get over this. Thank you for caring...
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    Stuck being distracted

    I feel like I run away too much in gaming when I could get comfort from God. Gaming is what i’m used to, but I feel like other than being something i’m used to, it doesn’t help me much. After a freshmen year with a bunch of mental breakdowns and issues, my main goal is to become stable, (I...
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    Stuck being distracted

    I can understand nature as a way to get closer to God, but i’ve lost myself in selfish things like video games and a bunch of YouTube videos about video games. (Sorry i didn’t specify that in the original post) I’ve been running away from problems in distractions and not facing them with God...
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    Stuck being distracted

    I've felt so distracted in life away from homework, simple chores and most importantly, God. I've hated myself for that and I've felt like a constant danger to myself because of this. God is always ready for me to go to him, but at the end, it's my own foolishness that decides to go to...
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    I feel messy from suicidal thoughts.

    Thank all of you for caring enough to reply to me! I've been learning more with God about life and I've been getting better! Having more and more trust in him and surrendering my life all to him has helped so much with anxiety! Even though i've been mad at myself for my decisions and scared of...
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    I feel messy from suicidal thoughts.

    If God didn't exist, I'd rather kill myself than go through pain of life. Because of that, I won't ever kill myself because I know he exists and trying something is just way to risky. On bad times where I forget about how valuable God's love is, I fear of Hell if i kill myself and that's the...
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    I feel kinda alright, but worry i look crazy...

    I've been figuring out alot of things with God, and sometimes all I need to do is just talk to him about things. However, to talk things out with him it requires focus, so sometimes in talking and focusing solely on him, the world seems to fade, and in this way i feel distant from others. I know...
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    Would The Story of Your Life Be a Best-Seller?

    Life can be a love story of how God lovingly saved us! The most important thing about us has to be our savior!
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    I've mostly been recovering with God and learning... my mind is messy, but he's been helping me...

    I've mostly been recovering with God and learning... my mind is messy, but he's been helping me figure things out. It's been an emotional roller coaster, but i'm glad i don't have to go alone and he can teach me! Thank you for caring and asking!
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    I'm too in my head...

    It just feels so hard to not think of myself as a jerk at times... I have a coldness to myself, sometimes feeling lifeless to the world and sometimes i get so egotistical... Humble and selfless are things i want to try to be because God wants me to be, but i'm not like how i should be.