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    I'm too in my head...

    I feel very weird with friends socially. I’m okay with joking at times, but I don’t feel like that’s all there is to me. And the more truthful I am about myself, the less I want to joke because either I’m shy or embarrassed. I used to want a best friend I can talk to about more things, but I...
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    Things going downhill

    I told my parents about it, and so far things are getting better, I was so nervous I'd be unable to do it, but i was able to do it! Even when things seem so bad at times, things get better!
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    Things going downhill

    I've been very weak and foggy in my mind. Anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts and a feeling of worthlessness. Everything feels like it's crashing down. Freshmen year I had similar feelings to this and i really thought that i'd be my end, especially since i didn't know God well. Now this...
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    How do i choose God in life?

    Without God, stress from homework is too overwhelming, and with God his love is too overwhelming at times to do homework without smiling and feeling too much like i want to start praising Him! I feel so reckless the less worried i am, but then I feel in stable enough to do homework! It's not...
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    How do i choose God in life?

    My grades have been okay. Studying for things like pre cal where classes seem so difficult to understand is what has been making me upset for the most part... I feel okay with busy work in school, but stuff so difficult to understand and needs a bunch of studying is what has stressed me out...
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    How do i choose God in life?

    What do i do now when filled with so much love for God? Homework seems less important at times and I want to think of him so much I wonder if i actually will get anything done, but I feel less worried about life just going to God just because I love him! I feel more at peace, but a little...
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    How do i choose God in life?

    Sometimes I just don't know if I'll be able too choose God or just stay distracted. Especially in quiet times like homework I hold on less to God compared to noisy times at school. At school, I hold closely to God and try to talk to him as much as I can while with homework I'm under constant...
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    The Ideal Baptism

    It's alright to be lost at times, we're not perfect in life but God is! We can't worship him perfectly, but God loves it if we just bring our broken selves to him to be healed and not try to pretend to be perfect. Our minds can be confused, but God can guide us through it.
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    The Ideal Baptism

    God still loves us even when we are sinful and can forgive us through Jesus. The devil wants us to focus on our sin, but God wants us to know we can be saved through a relationship with Him! "One of the Devil's favorite weapons is condemnation. He wants us to think that we don't deserve to ask...
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    It's a bit weird..

    I ask permission from friends for hugs. I'm sorry I bothered you. I hug myself at times because I feel trouble feeling loved either that or I'm overwhelmed with love for God. I'm sorry if may have bothered you. That was never my intention.
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    Mentally broken and falling behind

    It feels hard to ever let myself love, sometimes attention on me brings me to an anxiety attack because I just feel like i can't... I can help, and try to be kind, but I just can't........ even with my parents, or even kind words friends say I feel scared
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    Mentally broken and falling behind

    It feels like socially I was gone for so long because of it and now I feel like I barely woke up socially. Either people don't care, or if they do, my dead and tired mind disappoints them. I don't know what to say, I just feel like I can't function. My tired eyes and brain just stare off in...
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    Mentally broken and falling behind

    Ever since a long depressed anxious time of insanity for a year or two during freshmen year, my mind has felt broken and dead, and I can't help but feel like it's carried over to now. God's easy to talk to, but with others I just feel like my mind is too broken, and sometimes I feel like it was...
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    How do I think of God in life?

    Thank you for replying to me! I'll keep leaning on God in life, relying on myself or focusing on possibility of failure just hurts... it feels way better to keep asking God
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    How do I think of God in life?

    Sometimes in thought, I talk to God giving him thanks and asking him for help and guidance in life. I also try to think about God at times, not talking exactly in thought but just wanting to know more about who he is. Sometimes I get worried about whether I'm thinking of God right, and I worry...
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    Feeling ashamed to socialize...

    Thank you for always being kind in replying Subhumanoid al! The truth isn't easy for me to accept, but it's what I needed to hear, so thank you for it. Before I knew God, I wanted to have one person I could trust and know loved me so I didn't have to deal with depression and anxiety alone. When...
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    Feeling ashamed to socialize...

    It feels so weird... I probably only pretend nothing with God, and stay with him in all my life. But with others I feel so ashamed of myself. Even when I had more emotional troubles before I knew God, when I wanted to ask a friend for help, I felt embarrassed of myself because of what others...
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    It's a bit weird..

    Thank you for replying! I was so paranoid if i was selfish or not... Thank you for helping clear things up. God bless you
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    It's a bit weird..

    But sometimes I feel so happy being with God, I hug myself thinking about God and meaning to show affection towards God. Is this selfish? Sometimes people say they can hug God through hugging other people, but sometimes I can be way to passionate in a hug for God and stay for awhile hugging...