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    I'm too slow

    Thank you for replying! I wanted to be perfect too much and kept saying, "I should flawlessly follow God," but then I only got stressed and worried and worried... Thank you for helping me out! God bless you
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    I'm too slow

    I've been stuck watching youtube videos and playing video games instead of spending more time meditating and praying with God. I feel disappointed in myself for that...
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    I'm too slow

    I've read God's word, but I haven't been reading it much now, but I've still talked to God. I'm a born again christian, but I've been stressed about if I'd be able to get close enough to him all the time. Sometimes when God teaches me something I write it in notes. I guess I've just been scared...
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    I'm too slow

    I've kept wasting away telling myself I'm not ready for God yet. I waste myself away in distraction seemingly ceaselessly until God comes to save me and tells me his truth so I can stop wasting away. I put on mental earmuffs which block out God's "I love you"'s at times and I'm fearful that I...
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    Social difficulties

    I've felt like I've been starting from scratch socially, with everyone else knowing more of what they're doing. It's left me feeling so inadequate, but knowing God doesn't make mistakes, I know I'm starting out this way for a reason. With God I finally felt like I didn't have to bother anyone...
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    Isolated

    Hi! I’ve been gone for while from chat... but everything seems so warm and kind here! The days away God has helped me find peace and happiness in his teaching and helping me understand what to do. I haven’t talked to other Christians in a while and seeing all these posts made me cry with...
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    How to act around friends

    Not alot t of friends I know really talk about God in school. I guess most of the friends I hang with joke alot about stuff. I'm used to joking with them about stuff, but I'm not sure if I'm being really authentic, because what I'm really interested is getting as close as I could with God, and I...
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    Worry over being a burden

    Thank you for talking to me about this! I can be very negative and hard on myself, and it feels better when someone helps and my mind sees more truthful things than self hateful things.
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    Worry over being a burden

    It's because even if people love me and care, it'll be like talking to a tree, with how much of a stupid and broken brain i have, you could never expect me to be close to anyone's better friends. Eyes staring off to the distance, pieces of mind broken and scattered far away. I live to do tasks...
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    Worry over being a burden

    I just have no idea what to say i guess. My mind just feels so messed up and broken. I don't want to keep acting like I'm pitiable and be a downer around friends. One of my old friends has abandoned me and come back to me so many times I just feel like it's all some terrible horrendous game...
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    Worry over being a burden

    I get nervous sometimes about talking with friends, I think to myself I'm too busy with homework, but part of me thinks that's just an excuse because I'm too shy. I worry alot people will leave me, or I'll slow them down because they have better friends to go to. I spend alot of time with God...
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    New

    Hi. I've spent alot of time isolated, but I'm hoping to open up because life has been difficult to figure out things by myself. "Plans fail for lack of counsel, but with many advisers they succeed." Proverbs 15:22
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    New

    For the most part, I feel mentally broken and words are hard to say comprehensively. My sentences are all strange and weird. I joke at times in real life, but so far, I haven't enjoyed doing so too much, because the old people I hung out with made crude jokes and I feel like they taint my...
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    Isolated

    When I was suicidal, all i wanted to be was in a more stable place. After looking and going to so many things, i finally went to God and felt loved! Before I searched to be cared for by other people, and after that I finally felt like i wouldn't be a bother, but things haven't felt so good as...