Hi Enril -- I know sometimes it probably seems like nothing, but I'll keep praying for you. I used to self-harm too. I hope God pulls you out of that as He did for me. No matter what sins we commit (and we all have habitual sins,) He wants us to come to Him about them, even when we feel at our worst. I am so sorry and concerned about you! I think you said you were talking to your youth pastor? I hope so.
Hi Enril! Things are going ok -- thanks for stopping by! I'm always a little more retrospective (i.e., moody! Lol!) in the dark, winter months. How have you been? Still praying for you! :)
Lol! I think I'm going to need a bigger paddle. That pot keeps getting bigger and bigger! :D So glad you're feeling better! It's awesome to know we could be of some help. I kind of come and go as life gets busy but Lynx is almost always here, and I'm sure he'll be happy to chat with you if I'm not around. Thanks so much for the kind words! ❤️
my profile image explained.
Heart:
Black; for the darkness that has tainted us.
Red; his blood, purifying us.
White; what he has purified.
Outer Circle:
Black; for our sin we commit.
Orange; for our burning guilt.
Brown; for the dried husk we become.
Blue; the icy clarity of our sin after the cycle.
My pastor has been going through the book of ecclesiastes, the pointlessness of toil, and all that, and it is only driving me deeper into that listless, empty feeling. like, what is the point of all this, it won't last into hevean, but i dont know how to prepare for being a missinarry, don't now if t