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  • Never mind me, it's just your old Aunt Seoul checking up on you! I understand being mentally, emotionally, and spiritually tired. I hope God is helping you find a way to recharge. 🙏
    enril
    enril
    lol.
    I think I have. I have been a lot more active lately as im sure you can tell. ;) also spending time with friends which is positive.
    Life indeed has an entire spectrum of gray vs. just white and black. Not to justify sin, but to remind me I really need to look at my own self before being so quick to judge. I'm still working on that! Hope you're ok.
    enril
    enril
    indeed. sometimes i feelso careworn. why is it that those who always seemto be doing the most for God die young?


    i have been good. although tired in a non physical way.
    I was sad to see that too. I think he hung out in the BDF? I'm hardly ever there, so I don't know what happened. 🥺
    enril
    enril
    yeah huh. its kinda weird.
    Haven't pestered you in a while and it feels like something is missing! 😁Hope you're doing well. It's been good seeing you around the site -- gives some reassurance that you are hopefully hanging in there!
    enril
    enril
    i am. i have mostly been doing better. cus im weird i have been writing my autobiography. its nice. i cant usually remember my whole life so having it written down helps.
    Prayed for you while running errands all day yesterday. I hope you're doing okay! 🙏🏼
    enril
    enril
    thank you! im doing great. i am avoiding devices atnight now. he helps those who help themselves. or "don't just pray for change. if your driving and need to turn right, you dont pray for the wheel to turn.
    Just stopping by to pester, I mean, check up on you! ☺️
    enril
    enril
    hi! i'm doing great. btw, im going to be at camp for the next....uh... six days. i'm looking forward to meeting new people and learning more. (ik, its weird, isn't it? i go from super shy introvert to willing to step out and talk to ppl.
    enril
    enril
    i have met many people i never would have known. (thijs change was caused by things i cant share, but the lonelyness and despair helped me to step up.))
    I will always try to check up on you here! I am so sorry for what you've been through. 🥺✝️⛪🙏🏼
    enril
    enril
    thank you! mainly im just amazed that i m.anaged to bury the memories. i only remembered yesterday.
    i am going to be taking a break from technoogy for an unknown period of time.
    seoulsearch
    seoulsearch
    I understand that, but if you can, let us know how you are from time to time. We worry about you.
    enril
    enril
    dont worry i will. actually i will just be doing less at night. physicallly running from temptation yk?
    I am proud of you for working through all your struggles! God will help you. I know it doesn't feel like it a lot of times. (Hug!) Don't give up. ❤️🌹🙏
    enril
    enril
    thank you.
    he does. always.
    n i always know hes with me.
    but i will never give up.
    i am going to plan. ido plan to be e a missionary .
    And now the thing that's bothering me even more is that all of your answers are sounding like a very politely programmed robot. Reply back when you can.
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    enril
    enril
    i chaned a lot when that happened.
    i trying to be more efficient. no nonsennse. to get done what needs to be done.
    i have solidifyd my life goals.
    and i am trying to fulfikl them
    I am VERY concerned about you. I'm going to be away from electronics for most of the day, but I will check up on you tomorrow!!! Please hang in there. I know life is crazy. I am praying for you, always! ❤️
    enril
    enril
    iam good. very good. i have never felt better. i have thedrive to do what i have o to get my life baack in order.
    i am not and have not bren suicidal.
    enril
    enril
    truly sorry. i copletely went insane for a few hours. lost all control. i apologize for scaring you. 'I' have no memory of last night.
    Lol! I saw your post -- thanks for the mention! :D It is a privilege to get to pester you. :)
    enril
    enril
    thank you for pestering me.
    Hi Enril! Thanks very much for the prayers. 💖How have you been doing? And how is your friend doing that you spoke of a while back? It's good to have you here, though I definitely understand the need to take breaks. Praying for you always! 🌸Do you have any plans for the summer?
    enril
    enril
    shes good i think but i have not had any Internet since close to that. ive been good. other than a few breif moments. but life is generally picking up.

    i have a summer camp, in june. same one i got saved at.
    probably do some work so i can do cool st7ff. work on my projects. curate my room.

    how about you? do you have plans?
    I was happy to read that you've been smiling more -- I hope it continues. I know it's hard to keep any kind of stability in life. I understand about the downs, am glad you made it through. I hope the music has been helping. Take care of yourself and we'll see you when you get back! 🌺
    Hi Enril, I'm really sorry to hear you're down. I understand, life seems to always be throwing curve balls, huh? I wish things could just magically change, but man... Life, ack. I do appreciate you keeping in touch and I will be praying for you. 🙏
    enril
    enril
    life is picking up. a bit happier. a couple times of breif highs where im glad i had no weapons. i took a mile and a half walk to clear my head. almost died a couple times.
    but... lifes good. been smiling more every day.
    but I am going to be inactive for a while.
    ive been listening to some tobymac- scars, its u,...
    im sure it has something to do with it.
    enril
    enril
    I am growing into my callings, you could say, im growing in many ways, I am so much more than I was even in 2024.
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