I have a question for preston39, nat2019, Guojing, FollowHisSteps, and maybe chester, and whoever else I forgot to list ...
You seem strongly attached to your doctrine, my question is, were you ever tempted to stray from your own doctrine even once, if so, what caused you to question your own doctrine and did you consider it as a possible weakness to the doctrine you believe?
You may not be aware, but doctrine or theology are ideas not life experience.
Life experience layers how we view doctrine, into what is important and what is not.
So how you are baptised, full immersion, a cross on the head is of less importance to faith itself.
Having spiritual experiences and learning what works and why changes you.
So my theology is my life. So what you say about straying, has no meaning, because it is riven into
who I am. It is like going up to Paul the apostle and asking him did he ever think Jesus was not God,
after Jesus appeared to him. In theory it is an idea, but what happened happened, so it becomes undeniable.
Or take Peter the Apostle. He knew Jesus face to face, and denied Him, yet Peter was reconciled and walked
in grace, not perfectly, but in the relationship he had begun, full of the Holy Spirit.
And as to understanding our position. The light is a light and it shines clearly on everything.
Grace that discounts sin, and treats the behaviour of people as irrelevant is delusion, sold in functional societies
where reasonable relationships, integrity and justice work. Once you go outside this world, you know how
deadly sin truly is when it is allowed to run amok. But that has always been the problem with the tension
between acceptance and repentance.