You probably did. That was just another failed attempt at humor on my part.
On a serious note, I have been contemplating canceling my account here all day long. Not only does my participation here (in the overall forums) seem so useless, but the sudden death of my niece last night has me reeling and thinking about the brevity of life. It's probably best if I just logoff for a bit before doing anything hasty.
Good night.
I am standing in trust to God for you to be comforted, somehow through this death.
death is not easy to face, as in reality it has happened to me, that started at age 14 and my sister that died was 18, then my Dad died at age 63, I was 17, then my eldest brother when I was 21, and he was 31 when it happened
there is a lot in there, I finally saw though it all.
I saw a waste of life, my sister, youngest one died on an overdose, my Dad at early age from stress over his daughter dying, in guilt from it happening. then my eldest brother died in the risen Christ, on Campus Crusade for Christ. They did 3 Autopsies in 1978 when that happened, and found no physical cause of death, they put that on his death certificate
His last saying I heard from my eldest sister, still alive, My brother said to her
"God just loves me" he went through life under Law trying to Get God to be pleased by his continued study and work. He saw, he could not do it, not perfect ever, therefore said "God just loves me" his last words to my eldest sister, before passing away, three days later. At 21, I gave my life over to God, to teach me truth. God has been teaching me truth of true Love from God ever since over all the rest going on in this world
I see to not be under Law too, as in Romans 7 tells me about that through Paul. To be in the new Law of Love given us through Son from Father (Hebrews 7)
Galatians is not easily understood, yet God reveals it to anyone who is sincere to know God's love, then one has love for all. ALL: over the few religion has, even ourselves that first born flesh nature to me I see now as dead, thanks to God, yet held alive as in Acts 17:28 tells me
trusting the best for you, hoping you do not go, onely if you called by Father to stay, thank you