I apologize for responding so late once I came back on here suddenly my health dropped again and it seems it has made it where I spend most of my time in bed again in particular my stomach has been super sensative and eating is very hard my body has been through a lot but you know in a way it has been a blessing.
I believe I am going through a season of transition to explain and describe everything would take more time than I have the energy for but lets say my body is scary thin my stomach is always hurting having severe pain from just water I am constantly throwing up I am constantly weak and low on energy but in this time I have spent it speaking with God
I was reminded of a dream I had long ago where I was in a white pure place and I saw death himself I knew I was to follow him and we went into an elevator with two other men.
We reached a pure black place and death went to his desk the two men changed to my left I saw one so think and malnuruished on the right of me a man was suffering his agony and suffering cvoming like black smoke and I saw demons feeding off of his misery
I looked at death and ask when can I go to heaven? he responded saying you can't you have to stay here forever.
I remember thinking to myself that's odd I thought for sure I was on the right path I turned to death and said I think this is a test he looked up from his desk intruiged snd asked what kind of test do you think this is? I responded a test of my heart of my love and faith and with a fiery zeal I slapped my hand on his desk and yelled I choose to trust in Jesus Christ
I suddenly was on a very high pillar and there was a pool of living water at the bottom I heard a voice sing it's time to take a leap of fatih I jumped went into the pool and came up naked for some reason and I saw there other empty pools of living water as well and the dream ended.
I have been wondering if the two men were actually a representation of me
I believe I am going through a season of transition to explain and describe everything would take more time than I have the energy for but lets say my body is scary thin my stomach is always hurting having severe pain from just water I am constantly throwing up I am constantly weak and low on energy but in this time I have spent it speaking with God
I was reminded of a dream I had long ago where I was in a white pure place and I saw death himself I knew I was to follow him and we went into an elevator with two other men.
We reached a pure black place and death went to his desk the two men changed to my left I saw one so think and malnuruished on the right of me a man was suffering his agony and suffering cvoming like black smoke and I saw demons feeding off of his misery
I looked at death and ask when can I go to heaven? he responded saying you can't you have to stay here forever.
I remember thinking to myself that's odd I thought for sure I was on the right path I turned to death and said I think this is a test he looked up from his desk intruiged snd asked what kind of test do you think this is? I responded a test of my heart of my love and faith and with a fiery zeal I slapped my hand on his desk and yelled I choose to trust in Jesus Christ
I suddenly was on a very high pillar and there was a pool of living water at the bottom I heard a voice sing it's time to take a leap of fatih I jumped went into the pool and came up naked for some reason and I saw there other empty pools of living water as well and the dream ended.
I have been wondering if the two men were actually a representation of me
These creatures can tap on to your ora which flows all around your body and can make you see things, more so when your filled with negative thoughts. I'm certain they can access the mind sometimes too and take your mind somewhere, whilst your body is lifeless, your mind can be taken
Because the mind has two parts to it
The outer conscious nd the inner conscience .
It's not your fault you had this dream and i would say it was a plot to make you get more depressed.
Or a lying miracle done to persecute you with afterwards. To keep flashing that image in your mind so you doubt God loves you.
It was a firey dart from the creatures of this world to pull you away
This is what I feal