Thanks for sharing that, I once went to an event called Flourish, it was a "college service concert thing" and it was pretty great. The special guest who was a Christian radio host said to us that she was once an alcoholic, and that she enjoy talking about the bible and being a Christian but she enjoyed drinking alcohol too. There was a day when God came to her and told her that he loves her so much, but he cannot use her like this, and ever since that day, she has not had a drink of alcohol. I would suggest that you could probably try to fast from nicotine for a while and try to hear God while not using. Prayer to God to deliver you from the nicotine is also a good one, and just listening to God whenever you can is also good. God can deliver you and take you out of whatever situation that you could possibly be in, you just have to be willing to want to do it. I understand that you said that you were not serious, but your health is pretty important, and I just feel that God and your fellow brothers and sisters just want the best for you, and we want you to see that for yourself as well. So whenever your ready, you can probably try those things that I listed as well as other options that you may feel is great for you. Thanks for your post once again, God bless!