I don't want a wife....nor girlfriend. Or even friends. I just want to be alone the rest of my life.
You see, I've grown accustomed to being alone. And I have no intention of changing. So yeah.
Sometimes I think the reason why I was born....is to suffer. Because that's almost all I do. Just suffer continually. And there seems to be no end in sight.
It sucks. 😔
The guy in the video doesn't look ugly to me....I actually think he's a nice looking dude. And likewise, I'm sure you're not as bad looking as you think you are, OP.
Remember: What is considered "beautiful" or "ugly"....is completely subjective. ;)
First thing that came to mind was....smoking. Both of my parents were smokers. That's a habit I vowed never to pick up. So I never started.
No offense to people who DO smoke, by the way. :)