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i can possibly explain myself further, but it is really a simple idea but understanding it is more difficult.

i envision it as in in heaven there will not neccesarily be a measure of time, because time is simply an illusion created by the rotation of the earth. it is a creation, and the creator is not ruled by it. also being outside of time answeres a lot of questions.

or put it in the past tense with a sesquiped. better be careful, we are almost triggering my hippopotomonstrosisesquipedaliaphobia

it does. I have hair that curls at length. I wear 3 pairs min. jeans at all times, beause I can't control my d*ck, and everything online is how to make it hard, not how not to. my specific style is coping. layered jeans, no skin showing, only my face and my hands, ever. longsleeve shirts, even...

being outside of time, therefore immortal.

like my username, enril, or prynce. usually i add the lionor on the end for beloved prynce, as roughly taken from tolkien.

well, one is also known as self harm, not good, and another one that i do is drawing on myself. intricately. like my latest, a scar i gave myself i colored black and then red spikes reaching outwards. yeah, we tend to follow the 'i can't see you you can't see me' rule way too much...

I've had... 10s. some I wore in silence, mostly kust thoughts. one i was about to kill myself, when I told a friend, and he talked me out of it but that one annoys me, because he has been avoiding that topic since then. haven't even been able to tell him i got saved or quit porn. one was at...

you could say that it was a 'quip' ?

or hippopotomonstrosisesquipedaliaphobia

maybe. i guess all that pain has to go anywhere. and pain goes into most anywhere. art, music, words. I am very glad I did not kill myself. yet

@seed_time_harvest I mean it. seriously. it could cause problemos de muchos

thank you.

that is very true, although pressing the keys harder, faster, or slowly doesn't change the writing. mostly my writing is a few 500- word stories, a few that i wrote when i was very young that are so dark that....... most of my writing is venting. i have an entire safe full of vents. times i...

yeah. writing is fun. but i mostly gave it up once i lost the need to vent. i am trying. I have written about 3 songs.

loot. and loot. and did i mention loot? i do that. probably have 20 lying around by now. eh. my pens are just to look smart. and cus i like the colores.

I have many hobbies. i read, sketch japanese sea dragons, sometimes write, unfortunately my writing all is dark now.... i play/ wish i played guitar, collect books, "loot" stuff, collections, wire, old electronics, mementos, things that i might use someday... if I live to be 1,000, that is...

in the hanging tree is beautiful. not that I ever want to watch the movie. :)

enter sandman, phantom lord, seek and destroy. I can and often do listen to NF for hours, just as background. while reading, anything.