it is a young adult novel, but the story is essentially, hes going through extreme trauma, h is broken, God can come help, nevermnd, story can't really be summed up like that.
I attempt to pray every night. but I get distracted. it really does help to pray like he is beside you.
like, Hey man, I've been feling down lately, anything you can do? & so on.
every battle is different. satan would'nt want us to create a on sise fits all cure.
and if you feel bad about how you're doing, think job.
does it Ever make sense what we're going through?
you and I, we are quite similar in these respects. I don't know how to help you. for me I went dark for 3 years, but that is not ideal. find people you can trust, and share. sharing is the key.