faiths themselves are not directly called protestant are they. There spilt into many denominations, protesting simply means to question theology, because questions come out of scripture
You can't label them protestant as you are.
How does that personal surrender come about is the question.
Is it done in a state of spiritual awakening, first. ?
So whilst your in a state a temporal state of spiritual awakening, is it only them you can make a spiritual decision to love his son.
OK, that's the kind of question I'm looking for.
The first thing that has to happen is the call of the Father, right?
We then hear the call of the Father and in our minds turn to the direction of the caller . That is the act of repentance.
So then the next thing that must happen is a response by us. That response is by taking that first step towards the caller by, a personal surrender to Him and a life inspired by such surrender. No spiritual awakening yet.
Faith and faithing first, then the spiritual awakening. I have all this detailed out in the salvation process thread.
It all been there for you for weeks.