Yes the cross goes in both directions Gods relationship with you before the cross and after.“O Jerusalem… How often I have longed to gather your children together… but you were not willing.” (Matt. 23:37)
“God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever will believe in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”
(John 3:16)
“I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses; now choose life… Love the Lord your God.” (Deut. 30:19b-20a)
The choice you make is dependent on How well you've done when God was building your heart before the cross ,