praise God Rufus!!!I have never denied that one of the four faculties ALL men possess w/o exception is volition -- albeit a will that is seated in the wicked, corrupt and evil hearts of humanity.
And, yes, I did "feel the power" of God when I believed. I was literally overwhelmed by the presence of the Holy Spirit within me, as I sat in my car crying uncontrollably for several minutes over my utter sinfulness against an infinitely holy God. Looking back at that watershed moment in my life, I can now see that God graciously planted the fear of Himself in my heart that moved me to pray to him, ask his forgiveness, and to save me. I knew back then as I still do today that ultimately by His doing, I'm in Christ Jesus. Did I make a decision to trust in Him and to repent? Of course, I did! But it wasn't by any innate power of my own that I did that!
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