I do understand because I see the world as comprising two types of people, believers and unbelievers. There are many believers out there in the world who don't know they are believers yet. I didn't know I was one until my mid thirties.
The difference, as far as I can see between you and I, is you think God has to "hit some switch" in you before you can believe. While I agree God must initiate the process and reveal the truth and muzzle the sin nature in the flesh, I disagree man cannot agree or disagree with God's truth when revealed of his own free will. It is the flesh that is anti-God, not the soul. It is the body that instinctively seeks to preserve itself which is why it cannot serve God. If the soul were of the same ilk, it would be impossible to save the soul, it would have to be destroyed and remade. That process would effectively obliterate us and we would no longer exist.
Christ died for all sin. If He had not? Then unbelievers would be justified in their rejection of Him. It is because He died for all that God is justified in revealing the truth even to the reprobate without compromising His righteousness.
The difference, as far as I can see between you and I, is you think God has to "hit some switch" in you before you can believe. While I agree God must initiate the process and reveal the truth and muzzle the sin nature in the flesh, I disagree man cannot agree or disagree with God's truth when revealed of his own free will. It is the flesh that is anti-God, not the soul. It is the body that instinctively seeks to preserve itself which is why it cannot serve God. If the soul were of the same ilk, it would be impossible to save the soul, it would have to be destroyed and remade. That process would effectively obliterate us and we would no longer exist.
Christ died for all sin. If He had not? Then unbelievers would be justified in their rejection of Him. It is because He died for all that God is justified in revealing the truth even to the reprobate without compromising His righteousness.
If he died for all mankind, then how do you interpret John 6:36-39?