Dear child,beta(yes I said child,you may be in your 80s yet you are still a child in christ,clearly)you seem to not grasp "how" to read the bible,the bible is to be read along side the holy spirit,in a spiritual sense,not natural sense to be even remotely understood,the dispute here is that you believe that Jesus and God are not one and the same,because you read the scriptures,"naturally" like a simple book,Jesus was indeed born here on earth,but he was God made flesh,true they referred to each other as father and son,but they were all one and are still one,for if Jesus wasn't God then how did he not sin? for it is written there are none good no not one like wise none righteous,and if Jesus were a mere "man" then why did satan,not attempt to kill him nor hurt him? true God could still protect him but God never made himself known in the exchange of words,so God had to be Jesus,for God would have surely spoken if Jesus was not almighty,needing God's help,you see in the "natural" sense you could determine,jesus was a man whom was born as a child to mary,but in the "spiritual" sense you'd discover certain red flags telling you that Jesus was clearly God,for example how did Jesus know and preach and teach many scriptures,as a child,if he wasn't God made flesh,for even mary and joseph wondered how he knew so much of scriptures,since clearly they didn't teach him them,also is it not written"that a house divided against itself can't stand" if God was divided in power or in body then how is it that neither God nor Jesus were attacked by the devil during Jesus's walk in life? because to simplify"is nothing too hard for God" or better yet"with God all things are possible",well hope you have been saved and baptized and will study alongside the holy spirit next time you read the "bible" otherwise affectionately known as" "God's word" but yes "in the beginning was the word and the word was God" as in "truth" and Jesus is "the way,the "truth" and the light" so once again both are the Word/Truth thereby both are one,also don't forget the "holy spirit"/ghost he too is God,tis why today we call them the "trinity" for it is no idle words when "someone" is baptized in the name of the "father" the "son" and" the holy spirit/ghost for all are one but God as respect to himself,is only known as the "one who is greater"so as to know whom above all names is to be praised and given glory,that's all,try to think "spiritually" alongside the holy spirit then you'll begin to "truly" understand what you read in the bible,on a final note,good choice in bibles,my church uses only king james version too,that should make things go even smoother for you,in my opinion!