As you are a stranger, was there no peace here?
I suggest this is a very loaded comment, as if we have offended you.
Peace to you, and may you find the Lords love and power in your life to overcome sin.
I have God's peace and He deals with any sin in my life...though like Paul I can confidently stand before God because my heart does not condemn me.
Yes, you have offended me, but I give it to God to deal with because He is more powerful than mere words.
You have gone through much in the defense of the Gospel.
To me you seem like a solider with PTSD, jumping in your sleep ready to defend your comrades and fight the enemy.
Sometimes you see enemies when there aren't any and sometimes folks do attack and abuse you because you seem more wolf than sheep.
However God sees your heart and He knows the difference.
Don't let your past blind you to the present and what God has to tell you.
May God's peace dwell in your heart and His wisdom guide your words. May you see the world with spiritual eyes and learn to speak with love, patience and gentleness. With bumblebees of spirit we cry out to You Lord. In Jesus name we pray, amen.