Yes i do have a close relationship with God. You are not in a position to juge that! I do speak with the authority of God on these isssues! I am a true elder in the body of Christ! it is God who taught me these things as i sat at his feet. It is jesus who said that we must forgive, bear fruit, and obey him in order to keep the salvation that he has given to us! If you reject the teaching that I have given through the Holy Spirit, you are not rejecting my teaching: but the Holy Spirits teaching! For the teaching attached to this is from the Holy Spirit!
I will pray that god will forgive you for speaking against one of his anointed ones!
David
Let's talk about you.
1. You claim you speak with the authority of God. That is "delusions of grandeur." No person today can claim that. Your spelling mistakes alone point to your imperfections!
2. You have labeled yourself a "true elder in Christ." Another grandiose claim to authority which no person can claim. You also claim you are one of God's anointed ones. Very self exalting!
3. You claim to have Christ's teaching, another grandiose claim. Do you know such grandiosity is found in diseases like schizophrenia or bipolar mania? Sorry, all these claims point you your lack of credibility. Besides, Christ showed me the devastation and ruin that believing you can lose your salvation. Someone I know well is the most bereft Christian I know. They literally feel they have lost their salvation every day. It is an enemy of growing in Christ.
God started showing me that he would, "Never leave me or forsake me." Hebrews 13:5.
God showed me that he is the one who saves us, not by works.
"For by grace you are saved through faith, and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God; 9 it is not from works, so that no one can boast." Eph 2:9-9
And many more verses. In Seminary, we studied Arminian vs Reformed soteriology, and in between. Almost every professor and student believed in eternal security.
For me, believing you can lose your salvation undermines the power and sovereignty of God. Your posts show that is what is going on with you. You claim to be a super elder with the authority of God. This is delusional, and shows a complete lack of understanding of who God is. You cannot save yourself, nor maintain your salvation.
God sovereignly saves us and promises to keep us,
"and that is why I suffer these things. But I am not ashamed, because I know the One I have believed in and am persuaded that He is able to guard what has been entrusted to me until that day." 2 Tim 1:12
God has promised to keep sanctifying us till Jesus returns.
"For I am sure of this very thing, that the one who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus." Phil 1:6
I pray God will heal you of this terrible delusion that you know more than so many great Reformed scholars, and many other who know the Bible says that God will never cast us away.
I'm not going to say that your are not saved because of your weak soteriology, because it is God who saves, and it I certainly am not God, just someone who has studied to show myself approved, and that I am someone who loves God as he first loved me!
"I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." Gal 2:20