There's a frightening reality in the Christian life these days and throughout history that few dare to admit nor discuss because of the inherent discomforts this topic stirs within the mind and heart of professing believers the world over.
SIN!
"Oh, no! Not ANOTHER thread on the topic of secret, hidden sin! Why won't people just leave this one alone?
I know, I'll just click out of this thread and go to more mild pastures where I can enjoy milk-toast and wet-noodle topics that don't challenge me to to greater heights of righteousness..."
Meanwhile, if one dares attend one of those rare pulpit-pounding sermons against sin, that one may cry over his or her sins, feel deeply moved in a religious service, even build up enough courage to walk up to the front while moved by an emotional song; they even soak the rarely opened Bible with tears and still never actually repent (change of mind).
Most know how to be broken in the moment, but they don't change enough to refrain from the same sins in the hours, days, weeks or months that follow. Most feel real bad inside but say to the Lord that they're so very sorry. We promise God that this time, this time indeed, it will all be different...and yet the pattern of sinful life repeats again and again and again...ad infinitum.
The emotions are always so strong at the realization that they've fallen yet again from those same sins but the chains of bondage remain intact and constraining. The sin returns like a familiar visitor; like an unwelcome guest and yet they open the door wide because, in truth, they've never moved out of the house where all those sins live.
We're so good at becoming fluent in sorrowful shows before the eyes of others and even our own image in the mirror, but we're still a stranger to true, lasting repentance.
Charles Spurgeon once warned that there is a pseudo-repentance that needs to be repented of in so many lives. He wasn't necessarily mocking all the shed tears but rather exposing a shallow kind of sorrow that leaves the heart untouched to the depths of one's being. Sin-scape overflowing through so many lives can fill altars but it doesn't empty strongholds. It can produce convulsive weeping without killing a single sin. This kind of false repentance isn't a minor weakness. It's a deadly self-deception to a life desiring righteousness, but never seeming capable of finding and embracing it.
What are your experiences with this phenomenon? I'm not looking for open confessions here, especially those that would violate the sensibilities of others with crudeness and pollution of the minds of others. It's between you and the Lord, but speaking of this ever so common problem in these bodies of death and sin we occupy, what have you learned about yourself in how to beat down and utterly defeat the sins in your life that were so hard to defeat...IF you have indeed defeated those recurring sins?
MM
SIN!
"Oh, no! Not ANOTHER thread on the topic of secret, hidden sin! Why won't people just leave this one alone?
I know, I'll just click out of this thread and go to more mild pastures where I can enjoy milk-toast and wet-noodle topics that don't challenge me to to greater heights of righteousness..."
Meanwhile, if one dares attend one of those rare pulpit-pounding sermons against sin, that one may cry over his or her sins, feel deeply moved in a religious service, even build up enough courage to walk up to the front while moved by an emotional song; they even soak the rarely opened Bible with tears and still never actually repent (change of mind).
Most know how to be broken in the moment, but they don't change enough to refrain from the same sins in the hours, days, weeks or months that follow. Most feel real bad inside but say to the Lord that they're so very sorry. We promise God that this time, this time indeed, it will all be different...and yet the pattern of sinful life repeats again and again and again...ad infinitum.
The emotions are always so strong at the realization that they've fallen yet again from those same sins but the chains of bondage remain intact and constraining. The sin returns like a familiar visitor; like an unwelcome guest and yet they open the door wide because, in truth, they've never moved out of the house where all those sins live.
We're so good at becoming fluent in sorrowful shows before the eyes of others and even our own image in the mirror, but we're still a stranger to true, lasting repentance.
Charles Spurgeon once warned that there is a pseudo-repentance that needs to be repented of in so many lives. He wasn't necessarily mocking all the shed tears but rather exposing a shallow kind of sorrow that leaves the heart untouched to the depths of one's being. Sin-scape overflowing through so many lives can fill altars but it doesn't empty strongholds. It can produce convulsive weeping without killing a single sin. This kind of false repentance isn't a minor weakness. It's a deadly self-deception to a life desiring righteousness, but never seeming capable of finding and embracing it.
What are your experiences with this phenomenon? I'm not looking for open confessions here, especially those that would violate the sensibilities of others with crudeness and pollution of the minds of others. It's between you and the Lord, but speaking of this ever so common problem in these bodies of death and sin we occupy, what have you learned about yourself in how to beat down and utterly defeat the sins in your life that were so hard to defeat...IF you have indeed defeated those recurring sins?
MM