Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

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Cinder: What you are SUPPOSED to do with it is... whatever you choose to do. Your money. But I really like Roth IRAs. :cool: Good way to buy out your silent partner the tax man. That Roth guy should have his face on a Wheaties box.
 
Conversation between me and hubby.
Junebug : "So..did you get around to washing my dress socks?"
Me: "What dress socks?"
Junebug : "The black ones."
Me: " Can't you do it yourself? "
Junebug: "Well if you want my feet to look presentable for Church tomorrow. .you'd better hustle on in there and get to it."
Me :"Honey ,let me assure you right now that nobody's gonna be looking at your feet."
Junebug thoughtfully scratching his head : "Yeah..you're right. But can you just humor me ?"
So ..I ended up doing a load of laundry at 11p.m but around 11:15 Junebug changed his mind about the black dress socks...sigh.And they say women are indecisive. ..rolls eyes...
 
When you give all of yourself to someone, the best you can give, and to someone who cares a lot about you, yet still drive them away... what does that say about you?
And when you look around and find there's no one there, and all the people you thought cared seem to make no effort... what does that say about you?

You think that you can't feel any worse about yourself when almost no ones around, and those that are keep their distance, until that person that really cares doesn't want to be around either. I've done some pretty bad things in my life, things i regret and have made me feel bad about myself. But when you love someone and they love you back, yet you still drive them away... there's no worse feeling.
 
We went to a water park today. I was in the smaller kid's zone, for kid's 54 inches and under. My Daughter is 54 inches. I was watching her and watching toddlers run around. Watching toddlers run through any kind of play area is, well you say, ouch, oh no don't do that kid, to yourself about a million times. They have no conception of moving out of the way when one of their small swim diaper counterparts is heading towards them. Then the collision, bam, then the screams. Then you have the eat anything species of Toddler. This toddler will chew anything, metal, water in the air and even other toddlers. These are the type you must be very careful around, they have sharp teeth and loud voices. Then you have the extremely dangerous tired toddler. He's tired, he's crabby, he will fight sleep at all costs. This toddler can make their body not bend, you will see this child being lifted out of the park like someone carrying a ironing board.

It was quite a day.
 
Ugly said:
When you give all of yourself to someone, the best you can give, and to someone who cares a lot about you, yet still drive them away... what does that say about you?
And when you look around and find there's no one there, and all the people you thought cared seem to make no effort... what does that say about you?

You think that you can't feel any worse about yourself when almost no ones around, and those that are keep their distance, until that person that really cares doesn't want to be around either. I've done some pretty bad things in my life, things i regret and have made me feel bad about myself. But when you love someone and they love you back, yet you still drive them away... there's no worse feeling.
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I've always thought it said more about them then you. Some people take, that's what they do, they take and take some .ore, then when they're done with you they move on and take from someone else. I had a person who I thought was a good friend, found out the hard way that I was just many in a line. She was the friend I thought I'd always stay friends with. Turns out when people stop fitting into what she needed then it was done. It was hard to grasp and it hurt but for some it's a pattern.
 
Fenner said:
I've always thought it said more about them then you. Some people take, that's what they do, they take and take some .ore, then when they're done with you they move on and take from someone else. I had a person who I thought was a good friend, found out the hard way that I was just many in a line. She was the friend I thought I'd always stay friends with. Turns out when people stop fitting into what she needed then it was done. It was hard to grasp and it hurt but for some it's a pattern.
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That actually defines every romantic relationship I've been in since I was 20. So I'm used to it. But this latest was the special one. I've actually started to go a bit numb inside in regards to feelings and emotions.
 
Ugly said:
That actually defines every romantic relationship I've been in since I was 20. So I'm used to it. But this latest was the special one. I've actually started to go a bit numb inside in regards to feelings and emotions.[/QUOTE


Maybe you should start asking for references before you date someone. I'm kidding but it's understandable that being treated like that for a long time would make you numb to certain emotions. I'm sorry she hurt you Ugly.
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Fenner said:
Someday when you're middle aged like me you'll find out all sorts of stuff pop's, lol.
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Lol so far my jaw pops (we are supposedly trying to fix that lol)
My ankle pops, my knee pops, my neck pops, my elbow pops, my wrist pops, and my back bone rubs against another bone or something and makes a grinding noise >. <

I probably need to do something about my back eventually lol
 
Painted my airsoft rifle. Now I can't decide whether I want to mount the laser sight on the top, side or bottom... :rolleyes:

..and um no, I don't have enough sights on my gun :p

(sorry about the huge pic, I thought CC automatically resized them o_o)

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Ughhh I hate how it feels so weird when you decide to change the side of your bed to sleep on
 
Cool gun, zero! I kind of miss my dinky little airsoft pistol, now.

TemporaryCircumstances said:
Lol so far my jaw pops (we are supposedly trying to fix that lol)
My ankle pops, my knee pops, my neck pops, my elbow pops, my wrist pops, and my back bone rubs against another bone or something and makes a grinding noise >. <

I probably need to do something about my back eventually lol
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Might want to check out somatics and whatever movements they recommend for that. I've got some grinding somewhere near my sacroiliac join (I think), but I've been told it's correctable with the right exercises.
 
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I'm listening to the recordings of the testimonies of Father Malichai Martin, and it's freaking me out man. Awesome to the tenth power.
 
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