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Donkeyfish07
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I see you lurking Zero. Name your price brother
. Do i need to enable you to make another electronics purchase somehow? Shall I flip another coin? 
I remember when I was 5 hours old - I was cold, naked, had no money, and I was always whining about everything.
I am glad those tough times are in the past now!!!
Hi shiney! Don't know what this is all about but it sounds pretty heavy-duty. If you want somebody to pray with, or just talk about things you know youve got it here, though it sounds like you've got it goin on, so happy about that. I can relate to not looking for fulfillment from others. Been doing waaaay to much of that lately, but I've got the Lord, or rather, He's got me, all I need to do is trust and rejoice in Him, He will lead me. Thanks for that reminder, and God bless you, shiney!I have allowed myself in the past month or so to get so distracted, to get a hold of things that will not last, that will not endure. I have allowed things to get to this heart, to taint it with its desires.
But, my life will never be my own. I cannot look for acceptance and love from others, when I have had it all along from the One who gave me breath. When I allow myself to look for that acceptance and love from others, it is borderline idolatry. I look from others in order to gain "worth," in order to gain "self-respect," instead of looking to God who has made me whole with no missing pieces. I have allowed myself to look to others for fulfillment instead of God.
Galatians talks about how if we are people pleasers, we are not God-pleasers.
I cannot look for my fulfillment from others. No one has the right to speak death into my life. I refuse to listen to the negative things people have spoken over my life. I. Have. Worth.
I may have been pushed, but I have not been destroyed for I stand on the strong foundation, my Lord Jesus Christ.
I am clothed in righteousness.
I am a daughter of Jesus.
I have been made right with the Father.
I am complete. I am free. I am pure.
Not too bad.Some days are better than others and this weekend was a bit rough on me but I'm starting to get better.
I'm still on a posting hiatus, but I just had to come here to answer this of course.I'm like 99.99999999% sure you're standing on top of an old B-24's belly turret.
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I see you lurking Zero. Name your price brother. Do i need to enable you to make another electronics purchase somehow? Shall I flip another coin?
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i need to buy a new (to me) car. gonna start looking this weekend.
i plans to do lots of driving in the near future![]()
i need to buy a new (to me) car. gonna start looking this weekend.
i plans to do lots of driving in the near future![]()
Slowly but surely I'm getting more and more organized - to the point where I may soon have higher expectations of myself.
This scares me a little.
kim, i need a snocone.
please and thank you.
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I think that's awesomeSlowly but surely I'm getting more and more organized - to the point where I may soon have higher expectations of myself.
This scares me a little.
Speaking of "higher expectations"... Here's yet another classic exchange between my boss and I at work today:
Boss: "I don't feel so great... I had Flaming Hot Cheetos last night and I don't think they quite agreed with me."
me: "Well, at least it wasn't cold, leftover Chinese food again."
Boss: "Speaking of which, since you're Asian, you should totally be able to give me a manicure in between counting this back room for inventory."
me: "HECK NO!!! There's NO WAY I'm digging all that stupid Cheeto dust out from under your nails!! You're on your own!"
At least I can say my boss is thorough. No Asian stereotype is complete without at least one, "So you must totally work in a nail salon" joke!!
(My boss is actually of mixed race himself, and he's always encouraging me to try to "outdo" his sarcastic quips because he likes going back and forth like that. I always tell him, "I'm sorry, I honestly don't know many stereotypes for [the races he's part of]" and that I guess I'm just not racist enough to be much of a challenge for him!)
Sorry, sweetie.
How about a cyberhug instead? (Bonus: you don't have to run on the treadmill to burn off a hug!)
If it makes you feel any better, I always hear about how priveleged I am for being white and that I apparently am part of the oppressive patriarchical power structure that rules the world and forces eveyone else into submission and poverty. It also doesnt matter that I dont oppress people personally, because Im complicit in the process anyway because I directly benefit from it. Lol.
Can any of my white bretheren please tell me where the white privelege office is? I haven't recieved any of mine yet and I feel that I am entitled to 29 years of backpay![]()