I affirm Scriptures and believe what they say: God desires all men to come to a knowledge of the truth and be saved. He stands at the door and knocks. That He does not force people to accept Him does not make Him the loser and liar you have made Him out to be.When you make claims you need to own them, you quoted scripture and tried to make it say that God desires to save everyone. But the Bible is very clear that God only saves His elect, the rest are all damned, you can't ignore half of the Bible and push your agenda by taking verses out of their intended context.
Unfortunately, you come across as someone who refuses to take responsibility for what you say, and then attempt to project your errors and refusal onto others. Your problem is called dishonesty, and also denial. It showcases a poor understanding of Scripture, leading to erroneous theology. Maybe you would also like to tell me that as He was dying, Jesus did not ask for forgiveness for all who put Him on the cross, or that He was only desirous of those believers who put Him there to be forgiven for crucifying Him. It would fit in well with the rest of what you have presented to me