Thank you kindly. I appreciate the feedback.
Nice to know there are others who believe the Gospel is indeed only eternal security, there is no good news otherwise.
I won't go to deep but I will post the following and keep it short.
I had a severe gambling addiction.
I had sex before marriage
I carried the shame and guilt.
I tried to kill myself but it did not happen.
Here is the thing.
I believed in Jesus the son of God who died and rose again, yes i believe he rose physically. So I believe I was a believer.
Thing is i was questioned if in fact I was believer based on my lifestyle.
What is very very sad is that they assumed I was not without asking why I was struggling.
If only they had asked why I had a severe gambling addiction and so on?
Just judging.
If only they had asked.
Why and the cause of my behaviour?
No they won't.
Here we go.
Muslim background.
My mum threw me out, was fostered out.
To a Christian family.
Only to be sexually abused by foster dad.
I could go on and on.
I could talk about my earliest memory of my biology dad who I did know turning up and beating my mum up and the police turn up and beat him.
I stopped going to church for many years (and as shocking as it may seem I had a ministry in my church)
I never lost my faith in Jesus, I lost my faith in the church i was in.
I implore you all.
Please do not write people off based on their behaviour,.
Jesus didn't do that with hot headed Peter.
Please don't write people like I was.
If you do then to you are juging.