Ok ive prayed and this came to me ... To be saved.. is to be rescued from the clutches of darkness..(no mistaken that)..
However there are many more who are like you or i and not saved so therefor why should they be underserving Of God loves if you go back to being a villian again.. ?..
Because God willed it or would that be the mentality of someone who asumes hes saved no matter what..
Everyone is undeserving of God's love. This is what workers for salvation can't wrap their mind around. Their pride is a barrier in this regard as they feel like they deserve something from God. He owes us nothing.
This is why GRACE is such an amazing thing. You can't comprehend the depths of God's grace until you realize that nothing you can do would ever merit it.