God does not change! His word does not change and it is our standard that we live by.
What does change are "feelings". Our feelings are not reliable. You can not make good, solid decisions by using feelings.
"Does God love you?" The answer is always YES! Did He know from the beginning of time that you would come to this point in life and "feel" so lost and hopeless? Yes, He knew this! The enemy uses your hopelessness to condemn you. When you begin to tell Him "God, I love you! I am a mess right now but I know You love me and I confess this right now!" I repent of my darkness and my sin and CHOOSE to TRUST YOU WITH ALL MY HEART! When you do this it takes the power of the enemy away. You then TRUST GOD not your feelings.
Keep telling God and Jesus you love them in your prayers! Over and over! You choose to love them and not the dark hopelessness that has you held captive.
Thank you Father that you are our deliverer! When we turn our minds and trust to you, you move and power and might to deliver us from the lies of the enemy. Touch my brother today and he prays and gives everything over to you! Fill him with your love, your peace, and your forgiveness that is freely given by you! Amen.