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yes. ! Corinthians 6:11 And such were some of you: but you are washed, but you are sanctified, but you are justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God

or just preventing their misery. but i... dont know.... cant understand... why... i would want to die, can't remember. i live in the moment. the future is unknown, and the past is gone, and forgotten.

I do. only one friend who will talk about it, but we have a completely honest relationship, so i can and do tell her anything, and she can and does tell me anything. and she has talked me through many moments in my life.

thank you.

"its amazing that you can, love me as i am. and even when i can't, you still love me as i am. oh i dont know how you do it, and i know i've put you through it, it's amazing that you can, love me like i am."

"sometimes the only way for God to use us is to tear us apart."

thank you. it does not ever seem like nothing. i remember all too well being without god. only months ago. but i fear that i may relapse to how i was then. i am slipping already. un momento, i remembered something.

i have friends, and i know she would blame herself for it. but it wouldn't be. and i have things, things that could happen, and i would seek release in any way possible. but mostly, i feel that i have a future in missions, that will not happen if i do that. and i have to put others before myself.

exactly, i am getting behind on shoolwork, lost in life, cant keep track of time, cant remember small things, wish i could end it all, but. i have a family, who it would cause so much pain. i have hardened to pain, and death. but they havent. i would have to do something quiet, far away, like...

changes. well, i have to remain strong, putting others above myself, my family doesn't even know that i am not happy with it, because i have to remain confident, have to stay firm. absolutely, please do.

thanks fpr asking. praying for you too :) doesnt retrospective mean thinking past? i do that a lot too. where i pick up a book and fall into an almost trance, just remembering life before or during the darkness. and then wake up a few minutes later and just be like 'huh? oh, yeah, i was...

the past is or can be a barrier, dont know how to be ready, don't know if my memory can be a problem, can't fix my memory, and in general am lost and confused.

extremely confusing. and the worst part is that it only seems to forget good things, and some bad, but mostly good. My pastor has been going through the book of ecclesiastes, the pointlessness of toil, and all that, and it is only driving me deeper into that listless, empty feeling. like, what...

ly failing, i cannot remember things that happened just moments ago, and the only thing constant is the terrible things i've done. ever heard 'gratitude' by brandon lake? it was the final push for me getting saved. it helps me now. my memory is starting to be indistinguishable from my dreams, i...

good.... ish. I have been moody. i have been getting more depressed lately. i accidentally used a porn creation ai tool to do something wrong to someone i know, and have been going hard about that. meaning i have written drawen on myslf and given myself a new scar and a huge area of light...