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I will admit my mind has been given into evil for a time. I’ve heard when the mind has been given into evil it takes time to transform them into good thoughts. It’s easy to come to Christ but hard to forsake my sin.

I hope those strangers bringing up Jesus to me were signs that He is getting my attention.

Also God doesn’t care about my agony and my suffering that has built up in me for years. Time has shown that He doesn’t.

When I pray I know my mind I get extremely resistant. It is NOT spiritual warfare at all. My conscience doesn’t bite me at all. I will die any day and it is giving me anxiety. GOD has given me over to a reprobate mind and hardened my heart. I WILL curse the day I was born. Trust me. I will...

I honestly feel like giving up on Christ. I have NO remorse over my sin, none whatsoever, for example I viewed inappropriate content on my phone and felt no remorse over it. I’ve seared my conscience beyond recovery. I curse the day I was born and will the second after I die.

I’ve heard when our minds have been given into evil it’s a long and difficult journey to transform them into Good thoughts.

But I should not give up right?

Yes

By the way I have severe depression. Maybe that is a factor of why I don’t feel guilt hardly at all.

I don’t seem to sense spiritual things but I do sense my own depravity to an extent intellectually

When I try to seek Christ. I Get deliberate evil thoughts against the Holy Spirit. I KNOW they are my thoughts and not some evil spirit.

I’ve been praying to Jesus in my mind for several months by the way. Do you think those strangers bringing up Jesus in the manner that they have in my earlier post is Him trying to get my attention? (Wooing me to Him)?

I have good news. In January of 2020 a man came up to me out of the blue and told me “Jesus loves you” after I messaged two people believers that He didn’t. That man walked up to me and walked away. In October last year a man asked me if I knew Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior after I asked...