Ouch, you certainly are being put through the mill at the moment! Scriptures that come to mind that might help, include....those who wait upon the Lord will renew their strength, and.....be anxious about nothing. May the Lord bring encouragers and encouraging incidents by you that will lift you up and help you deal with the problems at hand. Please rest in Him, Sula. Do you have a mentor in your church you can discuss your difficult situations with? Shalom, Tony