Thank you Tony , yes I have a lot of Godly friends , very good discipleship , and brethren that helps me with all that . I am very blessed with my church . Right now I’m doing a treatment that one of my brethren paid for me and all of them helps me with my dad and those issues . Thank you very much for the encouragement and I’ll move forward looking at Jesus and I’m sure he’ll carry me alll the way . Have a blessed day . I’ll be praying for you alsoOuch, you certainly are being put through the mill at the moment! Scriptures that come to mind that might help, include....those who wait upon the Lord will renew their strength, and.....be anxious about nothing. May the Lord bring encouragers and encouraging incidents by you that will lift you up and help you deal with the problems at hand. Please rest in Him, Sula. Do you have a mentor in your church you can discuss your difficult situations with? Shalom, Tony