stream of consciousness...my thoughts...reading through these last few posts...I don't want to "reply" to them as this is not supposed to be "that" kind of thread. (not judging those who have,just trying to respect the originator of this threads wishes)
I am so annoyed by the whole Muslim vs Christian stuff...I mean I seriously want to punch something. I have "friends" who are Muslim...have no idea how much they believe in it or practice it...I can say the same about Christian "friends" I have.
I find it so hard to believe anything I read or hear coming from any type of news source secular or christian based. CBN...aren't they the channel with all the people like Benny Hinn & Pat Robertson? I feel like it's all slanted..like watching FOX news...too far Republican/Conservative then you have NBC too far Democrat/Liberal...and all of them twist stories,make up utter nonsense to confuse,distract & plant seeds of fear into people.
This is how I feel.
This is what I,in my heart believe.
I don't trust the christians or the muslims...because I have seen & read things over the course of history that has made both sides equally as to blame...equally to have made the Most High God portrayed as a joke or some evil deity.
Frankly I am just sick of it all!
Sick of bombings...sick of the jews are better than so & so...sick of these insane world leaders that lie & hurt their very own people..sick of americans know it all & how righteous a country we are...sick of the arabs & their hate of the jews,who are basically all in the same family when blood comes down to it...it's like white people hating black people. FOOLISH!
Someone was talking about the rapture in the bible discussion forum...it's getting to the point where I really hope God just comes back soon & kicks everyone's rump!
It makes me sad to think of what mankind is/has such potential to be..even myself as a "christian"...saved by God's grace & mercy,by the shedding of his son's blood on the cross...THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE made for me...and I have done what? What have I done with this life??????????????????????????????????????????
What will I have to show?
The world in my eyes is such a beautiful tragedy. Ripe with decay.
Sometimes that's how I feel inside when I think about all this fighting & war.
Deep down if I am honest...I hate being associated with the words "born-again" or "christianity"...
I just want to be known as someone who is a child of God that loves Jesus..nothing else.
Take the labels & all the stupid cliche's & bury them six feet under.
*sigh* I should be making phone calls now.