Thank you for sharing that very interesting experience... One of the reasons it is interesting is because I can relate to that sense of being filled with euphoria in every cell of my body ... but for me it happened many years before I came to believe. The euphoria for me was also very specifically felt as God's unconditional love for me and it did fill my body, like every fiber of my being, from the top of my head to the tips of my toes, and it was a very overpowering experience that made me weep for the knowledge of how unworthy I was of it. And since it did happen for me many years before I came to believe I cannot accept that it was the sealing of the Spirit that I was experiencing, though I would not say that's not what it was for you. I have also heard of that book before and the author but I have never read it. My experience happened after I went to a showing of the life of Christ based on the gospel of Luke at Passover in 1988, at a neighborhood evangelical church that I had never attended before ... and I was not a church goer at that time but my marriage had just ended and I was in a lot of emotional pain and wondering Who Jesus was. My introductory poem in the thread I created in the poetry section when I first joined is about that experience. I thought about God and Jesus a lot at that time in my life but I did not become a believer for 16 more years. Certainly at that point in my life because of what I experienced, I do believe it went some distance in saving my life but I also tell the story by including the fact that I treasured in my heart the knowledge that God loved and forgave me but I walked away from it thinking it's too bad it had to happen in a church.Don't mind at all. When I say observable, I mean it is experiential. This could mean it is observable to oneself or, in the case of Pentecost and subsequent occurrences in Acts, others may witness it as well. On Pentecost, flames sat over the heads of the apostles. Other times, some prophesied or spoke in tongues. Others magnified the Lord and rejoiced in Him.
None of that occurred with me. I was reading a book called Joy Unspeakable at night when I came home from work. It was written by Martyn Lloyd Jones. In it, he makes the case for the baptism of the Spirit and goes through the book of Acts to make his case. And every night after I read a chapter I prayed and told God that what he was sharing seemed to good to be true, but if it was true that I would like to experience it. This went on for about a week and then one night I felt an explosion of euphoria in every cell of my body. I don't know how long it lasted. I was telling God I didn't understand why He would entreat such a sinner like me and the euphoria would begin to ebb, and as it did I pleaded with Him that it would continue. And the sensation would heighten again. But I was overcome by my sinfulness again and the feeling again ebbed. I'm not sure how long that went on but eventually it was finished and I was fully assured of my salvation and fully contented in Christ.
The same thing occurred 5 nights in a row with the only difference being the intensity of the euphoria. After those 5 nights it has never occurred again, but a much lesser intensity of the euphoria I have known since and am aware often of God's presence in this way.
