@GWH
I think you said you were in the Armed Forces.
Have you ever renounced the oaths you took as a solider now that you are a believer? Many believers don't do this and live lives thinking that orders from their government equate to orders from God. It's part of the reason suicide rates among servicemen are so high once they return from deployment: they are of two minds (double-minded) when it comes to life and living and cannot reconcile the two.
A man cannot have two masters.
Don't get me started on a rant about the immoral stupidity of the way our government has fought its wars in a way that was apathetic about the lives of our military folks! If a strong military does not deter aggression and there is a just reason for waging war, I believe in winning quickly and thus more cheaply than in the long run, including in the number of lives lost on both sides, although if winning gives evil enemies PTSD, so be it/Amen!
Fortunately, I served in the last unit to be stationed in Bosnia because peace had been attained, in Texas assisting the border patrol peacefully interdict illegal immigrants, and in a prison in Iraq peacefully monitoring POWs, so those missions did not put me in a compromising position, although I was once within a hundred yards of a rocket explosion and felt like saying an oath then!
I am thankful that I could tell my folks that we were the good guys/peacemakers, and that they had a greater chance of dying in a car accident in the States than being killed doing our duty. IOW, our oaths to government coincided with our oaths to God per RM 13:3-5.