Confession is to God not of ourselves, it is to say, God I need you and God to say to you, God's grace is sufficient for you. It is not of you to be good enough, no-one is. That is why God, sent Son for us all to clean the slate in getting you reconciled, by his one time willing death to give you new life in God's risen Son for us all, to believe and thus do new, by the done work of Father's risen Son for you. Which is at the start of God's sealing you in God and Son as Won (One) for you from day one anyone decides to believe God (Eph 1:13). This takes time to not quit ( not give up) belief to this truth of Father and Son for us all. When anyone will believe God in this amazing grace given. Then you will grow up in maturity to God and simply do without any interest in getting anything, here on earth you might want or have wanted, trusting God knows best for you too, whether or not you get wealth you might ask or have asked for, Father knows best. God sees and knows who is who and will do accordingly to let us know, God does just love us all. Otherwise Son would not have done what is is done for us to get new life given us in belief to his done work for us. Not ever to be taken for granted, rather appreciated in responding to it in thanksgiving and praise over it. sincerely
To rest and let go of this earth and all its wanting. To stand fast in trust to God to get you through it all. That is Faith filled from you to God between God and you
Therefore are you willing to die here and now, between God and you, that might be why you are not getting what you might want. What I have wanted in the past and got in spite of being told no, I found out it was not good for me and so now I see to simply agree with God who knows what is best for me, even if I do not think so. That is truth for us all