At my tender age of 70 lol I have been to hell and back!! So many stories I could tell you about suffering, but you wish to know the reason. Here are some of the reasons one has to suffer. When I claimed to be a believer at 22, yes, I was a slow learner! lol. Like most who first become one you are on fire for Jesus!
I sure was, but after a year I started to have many problems money wise, health wise. Jesus wants something most people never give him!! TIME!!! When you have a best friend, you tend to spend a great deal of time around them, your more secure around him or her, your more confident around them as well! Only when things go wrong does one cry out to God asking what the hell Lord!!
Why me!! What did I do that was so wrong that I am going through such tough times! In prayer my answer finally came, so I will share what I received from the Lord and hope this gives you some comfort! " My son, faith is not measured by good times but rather testing one's faith in me, you must learn for yourself how much you both love me and!! TRUST ME!!Jesus went through many trails are you better then him??
My children suffer most of the time because they are concerned only about self rather than others, be a blessing to others and you shall receive that which you give!" I learned the hard way, but!!! I did learn!! And so, it was things even got tougher, but I placed my faith in God's Word! The Lord cannot go against his promises!! It may take a while as it did for me, but the darker things seem the closer you become to the light of both hope and freedom through our blessed Jesus! Faith is not about how we feel!! Faith is about certainty. Faith is established through staying in God's HOLY WORD!! DAILY!!(James 1:2-4!!)
May the Lord stay both in your mind and in your heart, you are never alone no matter how you feel!! My hope is that will get you moving forward again through our Jesus!! I am here as well to pick you up, as others picked me up to keep moving forward!! EVER FORWARD through our Jesus!!