At the risk of being a bit misunderstood, I am going to make some points you may not understand, or like. Then as in any conversation that happens.
First you may see me as lost by this, however I place my faith in HaShem. It was Him that gave us salvation from the start, and Him that gave His son, and Him that said Have others gods before me. This in no way tarnishes what Yeshua did for us. However as seen in Rev. 14:12 we are to have the OF Yeshua. It doesn't say faith in, it says OF. So it with this and other passages that I place faith the one that has given us salvation from the foundation of the earth. The One that has shown us in all that He has done, what it takes to find said salvation. We are not place our faith in the sacrifice, or the one being sacrificed. That would be like thinking a 4 legged lamb can grant salvation. Oh I do know, and believe that Yeshua willing gave His life for us, yet I also believe that Yeshua and HaShem are one in the same. If not then are we not following after 2 gods?
I don't think one can pass judgement on a nation for the actions of it's leaders. As we know, the religious leaders of that time, did what we can see our nations leaders doing today. They seen a chance to become rich, and twisted what they understood in a way that placed more power in their own hands, and forced others to follow. True some of they had done is unknown to us, so we should not think we have the answers that are not there. So am I lost over the fact that I place my trust in HaShem when it comes to salvation? Lets let HaShem be the judge of that shale we.
Now as to your comment on fellowship. The Torah as we know is the foundation of everything we find in the Word. Nothing that is found in any part of the Word can't be found there. So if my use of Torah as the bedrock of my faith is unsettling to anyone, I will not apologize, nor will I stop looking to it as the best foundation to build on.
One sacrifce that I made note of on here is the fellowship offering. Something that every true believer does today. Oh we don't run to an alter and offer burnt offerings, yet we do give. Some to the point that they may think, Opps, now how do I pay this bill? If said gift/offering was done through faith and obedience, that bill will get paid. Why? HaShem has told us, He will meet our needs. Not our wants, our needs.
First you may see me as lost by this, however I place my faith in HaShem. It was Him that gave us salvation from the start, and Him that gave His son, and Him that said Have others gods before me. This in no way tarnishes what Yeshua did for us. However as seen in Rev. 14:12 we are to have the OF Yeshua. It doesn't say faith in, it says OF. So it with this and other passages that I place faith the one that has given us salvation from the foundation of the earth. The One that has shown us in all that He has done, what it takes to find said salvation. We are not place our faith in the sacrifice, or the one being sacrificed. That would be like thinking a 4 legged lamb can grant salvation. Oh I do know, and believe that Yeshua willing gave His life for us, yet I also believe that Yeshua and HaShem are one in the same. If not then are we not following after 2 gods?
I don't think one can pass judgement on a nation for the actions of it's leaders. As we know, the religious leaders of that time, did what we can see our nations leaders doing today. They seen a chance to become rich, and twisted what they understood in a way that placed more power in their own hands, and forced others to follow. True some of they had done is unknown to us, so we should not think we have the answers that are not there. So am I lost over the fact that I place my trust in HaShem when it comes to salvation? Lets let HaShem be the judge of that shale we.
Now as to your comment on fellowship. The Torah as we know is the foundation of everything we find in the Word. Nothing that is found in any part of the Word can't be found there. So if my use of Torah as the bedrock of my faith is unsettling to anyone, I will not apologize, nor will I stop looking to it as the best foundation to build on.
One sacrifce that I made note of on here is the fellowship offering. Something that every true believer does today. Oh we don't run to an alter and offer burnt offerings, yet we do give. Some to the point that they may think, Opps, now how do I pay this bill? If said gift/offering was done through faith and obedience, that bill will get paid. Why? HaShem has told us, He will meet our needs. Not our wants, our needs.
Having said that, you understanding of both Theology and Christology, are, how shall we say, a bit flawed.
First, God is only one God. One in essence but within that essence, three distinct Persons. This does not constitute three gods, anymore than 1x1x1=3. For we know that 1x1x1=1. To deny that Christ was the "Godman" - the Second Person of the Godhead, is to deny who Jesus Christ was and is. For a man cannot please God and therefore his death could not appease God's Justice. Only God, in all His perfections, could take on flesh and make the sacrifice efficient for the task.
Additionally, one would have serious problems, if their being honest, with the following verses of Scripture, if you believe that God manifested Himself in several different persons:
Gen 1:26 And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness:
For whom then was God talking to? For who has ever been God's counselor or who has ever given Him advice? This verse proves the Divine Trinity. A plural conversation between Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Each equal to the other, 1x1x1=1 God. But let us not stop here:
Mat 3:16 And Jesus, when he was baptized, went up straightway from the water: and lo, the heavens were opened unto him, and he saw the Spirit of God descending as a dove, and coming upon him;
Mat 3:17 and lo, a voice out of the heavens, saying, This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased.
The eternal Son was being Baptized - The Holy Spirit descended upon Him - the Father made His declaration about His Son. Otherwise, God was in three places at once, representing three different things. This would be quite a stretch of any normal contextual understanding.
Second, as to Christology - to not understand that Jesus Christ was BOTH fully God and fully Man, Is to not know Christ. For this is no better than the disbelieving Jews or the Muslims. Our Lord asked Peter, "Who do you say I am?", a very, very important question. Everyone knows about Jesus Christ but how we know Him makes the difference. One of the BEST proofs in Scripture, as to His Divinity, is here:
John 1:1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
John 1:2 The same was in the beginning with God.
John 1:3 All things were made through him; and without him was not anything made that hath been made.
Jesus Christ is the Divine Logos. He is the Word. If He was not and is not the Second Person of the Godhead, then how could He be "with" God and "was" God? His Eternal Sonship is proven in John 1:2. Since Jesus Christ is the only way and the life, believers must know Him as He is. It has become quite fashionable today, for people to believe there are many ways to God but Jesus Christ said, He is the only way to the Father.
The OT Saints believed the Promises of God and the NT Saints believe the reality of those Promises. The OT pointed to Jesus Christ and the NT speaks of His first coming and ascension, in addition to His Second Coming. There is NOTHING, absolutely NOTHING more important than the proper understanding of Christology - Without this, no Savior.
I also like this verse very much, to show that Jesus Christ was the Great "I Am" of the OT:
John 8:56 Your father Abraham rejoiced to see my day; and he saw it, and was glad.
John 8:57 The Jews therefore said unto him, Thou art not yet fifty years old, and hast thou seen Abraham?
John 8:58 Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Before Abraham was, I am.
I hope you will ponder these things and may the Spirit reveal the Truth to you. You have a good grasp on the OT and have come to many right conclusions, however, sadly, this will not aid you without understanding who God is. May God's Blessings be upon you.