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With someone like King David and his horrible sin and crime of adultery
he lived before the Lord in devotion and faith and trust in God., David loved the Lord with all of his heart from his youth - he delighted in serving the Lord, trusting with faith, knowing the power and strength of God .
but - David was a very bloody and violent man, David from his youth had lived a very, very hard life,
a life filled with such hardship, great danger, with violence, hostile environments and life threatening obstacles even as he was a youth.
David alone - fought against a lion and also a bear defending his livestock,
David alone - fought against Goliath the giant defending his family and people.
David - was commissioned by King Saul to kill two - hundred Philistines, in order to cut off and collect 100 foreskins of 200 Philistine males - by cutting the foreskins from the penis of 200 Philistine men -
because - Saul saw and knew that the LORD was with David, and that Michael - King Saul's own daughter - loved David.
[*]to avenged the enemies of king Saul, King Saul commanded this - but king Saul - planned to cause David to be killed by the hand of the Philistines, in a perverted promise that David would receive his daughters hand in love and marriage.
King Saul ordered David to kill and cut off the penis foreskins from 200 Philistine men” in order to marry his daughter,
CAN YOU IMAGINE WHAT DAVID PSYCOLOICALLY and INWARDLY and ENOTIONALLY FELT ?
WITH THIS BARBARITY AND PERVERSE SITUATION - forced upon him by a demanding King who despised him, who wanted him dead, who sought to pervert and destroy his life.
KING SAUL DEMANDING BY LAW AND EQUATING BY FORCE - DAVID KILLING AND CUTTING OFF 100 penis foreskins from 200 Philistine men - collecting these 100 penis foreskins in a bloody filthy bag and presented to Saul - as something that would make David as worthy to the obtaining of the love of his very first wife , a romance, an intimacy and first wife of a young man who loves the Lord, loves his family and his people and wants a wife and a family
Meanwhile - Saul is speaking to his own son Jonathan, and to all his servants commanding - that they should kill David.
After David cuts off 100 penis foreskins and kills 200 Philistine men - IMMEDIATELY - King Saul then suddenly turns his entire military force against David and hunts him down like a dog, making David’s life a living nightmare, filled with fear, anxiety, trauma and hopelessness and despair.
In the mind of David he has done good all his life, he has fought and killed the ferocious lion, fought and killed the bear to defend his peoples flocks and livestock, David has fought and killed a massive powerful giant, Goliath and saved his people and put his very life on the line and sacrificed himself to serve his family, his people whom he cares for and deeply loves to defend his loved ones - to the very death.
His life feels in the balance
DAVID had killed and cut off 100 penis foreskins from 200 Philistine men, collecting these 100 penis foreskins in a filthy bloody bag presented to King Saul - in faith that he will receive true love from a woman who truly loves him and now King Saul then suddenly turns his back upon David and commands his entire military force against David to hunt him down like a dog and take his very life !
THE LORD INTERVENES IN THE LIFE OF DAVID - and the life and reign of King Saul is ended by his own evil and perversity, King Saul falls upon his very own sword in a suicidal self destructive death of disobedience and perversity and now - this bloody man David who has been abused and lived most of his life fighting - is to take his place as king,
AS KING, DAVID FALLS INTO THE SAME CYCLE OF ABUSE - - as a path he has been forced upon, living a horror
AND HE SO EASILY FINDS HIMSELF “ PSYCOLOICALLY AND INWARDLY AND ENOTIONALLY “ WHOM ONCE LIVED AS A VICTIM - AS THE PREY - AS THE VERY KILL , - running for his life, this man finds himself as the King and his own wife has left him and married another man now he is looking of someone to love him, to truly, truly, truly love him
King David, - finds Bathsheba and believes by faith in his heart that this woman would be someone whom would provide immediate connection and love for him,
even though this sin is the immediate needs of a man, longing for someone he feels he needs
even though this sin is the immediate needs of a man, longing for someone he believes at first sight whom would love him forever
even though this sin is the immediate needs of a man who has no concern or mental capability nor experience to understand the importance of husband and wife,
King David suddenly finds himself committing adultery and he is trying to cover up this sin with murder - King David sinned and murdered an innocent man - but he repents - God judges David in this world because David repents and accepts his sin and will accept that
God will not allow his son conceived in adultery to live,
God will not allow David to build a temple,
God will not allow David to build a family from the many wives that he has married - but David has been judged, his son will die,
all of his wives will be taken from him - but the one thing that David did after all of this - he completely maintained his war, violence and extermination of the enemies of his family and people by continuing to fight in war and destroy the Ishmaelites and all of the enemies of his people.
This - David did before the Lord because this is literally all that he understood as a man.
to fight in war and destroy the Ishmaelites and all of the enemies of his people, completely exterminating and removing the enemies of his people from the face of the earth - in this David served the Lord faithfully.
The Lord Jesus was proud to be the Son of a man named “ King David “
he failed and repented and this is all the Lord Yahashua will ask in the living circumstance of each and every man and woman
something that the earthly can never judge without the Lord Of Hosts