Marriage can be tough. For me, I was always extremely happy being single.
And I mean so happy that I sometimes felt bad about it........
I burned thru at least two (8 CD packs) of "Berliner Philharmoniker Beethoven 9 Symphonien ouverturen by Karajan" (considered to be the finest recording of all time) in my younger days.
All while joyously driving wherever and whenever I wanted to go and be. At absurd high volumes that ended up blowing out my right ear to a significant degree. It was pure bliss a lot of the time. Not to mention the vast quantities of Mozart, Bach etc etc.
You cannot do that when you are married bro. You have to please others not yourself. Wifey is always telling me to turn the volume down nowadays ROFL.