That's funny . . . when I was actually saved, I stopped listening to John M. - When God began leading my life in this new direction, the direction of His Holy Son, the Lord impressed into my mind that I needed to begin reading the Bible in a timeline, chronological order so that I might have the best chance at understanding the True Gospel, the Story of God. And so I did just that . . . I left behind every teaching that I had heard and every belief that I had ever held. I'm so glad that the Lord caused me to do such a thing, for I am astonished to this day by what our preachers and teachers have kept from us. I have always been a part of the church. At 55 years of age, no one ever taught a stitch about the need to be Redeemed of the Lord's Curse, the day Adam and Eve discovered disobedience.
No one ever spoke about how humanity was under a dual curse, the curse that causes Spiritual death, and the Curse that causes physical death. I have heard perhaps hundreds of John M's sermons, even purchased 8-10 of his audio cassette series, and he never covered this all-important doctrine. How is that possible? How is it possible that our preachers and teachers aren't cramming down our throats the Purpose of Christ, the Work of Christ, and the Effect of Christ? We need to know these things backward and forwards. We need to understand the Gospel. There is so, so much Scripture to teach on this subject, where if I were a pastor, there wouldn't be a single sermon I would did not reference the Spiritual Circumcision of Christ, for it is the very fulcrum of Spiritual Life and Spiritual death. And so this is the Mysterious Plan that the Apostle Paul speaks of in Ephesians and Colossians. Knowing this Mystery could very well be the difference between Spiritual Life and Spiritual death.
As for yesterday's discussion . . . I really don't know what to say because I don't understand what that was all about. In the end I just sensed that you were troubled and gave you space. I don't know what's wrong and I don't know why you wouldn't ask clarifying questions before you wrote what you wrote . . . nor do I need to know. What I do know is that the approach didn't work and obviously suggest the use of another.
I hope you feel better soon.