I don't know that I was intending to make your position to be wrong (your sense of it as you have expressed here). I was chiefly seeking to draw another meaning.
Perhaps if I said this:
Seeing as you expressed in your sixth post on this forum, as cited by myself, (you spoke of dark forces working in the world) a precept that is grounded in a world meaning - And seeing as you have expressed that the name of God has been removed from the bible - then my intention was to allude to that meaning - and yet I expressed a form of words that gave rise to a reasonable presumption of inconsistency.
Having cited your own words I would have thought that it may be reasonable to connect you with a meaning arsing out of them - rather than to try and correct your claims.
As a musician with your son leading worship of the saints - (a meaning that is grounded in a heavenly meaning) then sensing your own direction when you sing songs that you have also written may give you a means to differentiate between worship songs and songs that bear witness and may be called pleadings. I listened to both of the songs you posted in another thread and it was whilst listening in reflection of this thread that it occurred to me that you were personally struggling in your walk - in the sense that whilst I cannot know how your gift is effectual for others to bring them to a true worship of God in the assembly - I ought to reasonably presume that your gift in leading worship would be effectual and pleasing to God - whereas your bearing witness or your pleadings are malformed by a weakness in your projection. You lack vocative conviction in your own songs.
Worship songs need only one direction - towards God - whereas pleadings are towards men - even when they are intentionally meant to bear witness. This is in a simile of Miriam who is cited as the first prophetess in Scripture and her gift was singing. You are a singer and lead worship yet I believe that you are being moved to preaching the word and not singing or pleading to bear witness of God.
So I would separate things this way:
Your leading the worship in song forms part of the prophetic gift - but not a spoken gift in a woman who can also lead the worship as Miriam did - yet as a man you can also speak. Miriam got that wrong and suffered a curse for a week as a consequence. Her brother Arron had authority to speak - even if he was mistaken in trying to direct Moses - so he was not cursed. Numbers chapter twelve.
Perhaps your disquiet which you cited as, "praying and meditating about where [your] life was heading" lies in that transition from leading in worship (not necessarily given up) but rather in being proved in your speech. In that sense I spoke "The ability of Satan to deceive is not uncovered until we ourselves are first uncovered before God." And that was predicated by my saying, "By which I mean that the Lord does not settle one's personal need for a sense of direction by asking us to examine the church."
The only possibility that your gift of leading worship (which forms part of the prophetic ministry) is going to transport into speech (you do emphasis the phonetic meaning of words - a prophetic necessity) - is when you yourself are uncovered before God. Leading worship may well be a necessary conscience to prove effectual - but speech is a necessary ability to be always rejected and despised in the prophetic ministry - yet to always speak for God - just as your own songs are intended - yet they are malformed because they project your concern for yourself. God Bless.
Perhaps if I said this:
Seeing as you expressed in your sixth post on this forum, as cited by myself, (you spoke of dark forces working in the world) a precept that is grounded in a world meaning - And seeing as you have expressed that the name of God has been removed from the bible - then my intention was to allude to that meaning - and yet I expressed a form of words that gave rise to a reasonable presumption of inconsistency.
Having cited your own words I would have thought that it may be reasonable to connect you with a meaning arsing out of them - rather than to try and correct your claims.
As a musician with your son leading worship of the saints - (a meaning that is grounded in a heavenly meaning) then sensing your own direction when you sing songs that you have also written may give you a means to differentiate between worship songs and songs that bear witness and may be called pleadings. I listened to both of the songs you posted in another thread and it was whilst listening in reflection of this thread that it occurred to me that you were personally struggling in your walk - in the sense that whilst I cannot know how your gift is effectual for others to bring them to a true worship of God in the assembly - I ought to reasonably presume that your gift in leading worship would be effectual and pleasing to God - whereas your bearing witness or your pleadings are malformed by a weakness in your projection. You lack vocative conviction in your own songs.
Worship songs need only one direction - towards God - whereas pleadings are towards men - even when they are intentionally meant to bear witness. This is in a simile of Miriam who is cited as the first prophetess in Scripture and her gift was singing. You are a singer and lead worship yet I believe that you are being moved to preaching the word and not singing or pleading to bear witness of God.
So I would separate things this way:
Your leading the worship in song forms part of the prophetic gift - but not a spoken gift in a woman who can also lead the worship as Miriam did - yet as a man you can also speak. Miriam got that wrong and suffered a curse for a week as a consequence. Her brother Arron had authority to speak - even if he was mistaken in trying to direct Moses - so he was not cursed. Numbers chapter twelve.
Perhaps your disquiet which you cited as, "praying and meditating about where [your] life was heading" lies in that transition from leading in worship (not necessarily given up) but rather in being proved in your speech. In that sense I spoke "The ability of Satan to deceive is not uncovered until we ourselves are first uncovered before God." And that was predicated by my saying, "By which I mean that the Lord does not settle one's personal need for a sense of direction by asking us to examine the church."
The only possibility that your gift of leading worship (which forms part of the prophetic ministry) is going to transport into speech (you do emphasis the phonetic meaning of words - a prophetic necessity) - is when you yourself are uncovered before God. Leading worship may well be a necessary conscience to prove effectual - but speech is a necessary ability to be always rejected and despised in the prophetic ministry - yet to always speak for God - just as your own songs are intended - yet they are malformed because they project your concern for yourself. God Bless.
I thank you for listening to my song. It was just a home recording that I made for the copyright. I hope to post others it the future but first I will refine the arrangement and approach. I am not a vocalist, though. That is a very hard instrument to play effectively.
As for my walk; I try live the way God wants me to, although I don't always manage it. I still find it difficult to understand why Jesus would save someone as unworthy as me.
This is my first foray into a discussion forum in many, many years so they way I convey my thoughts into print might not be regarded as proper protocol. The way I see it, I'm going to walk through the doors that God opens for me. I may stumble quite a bit but I put my trust in Him. So, you may see me improving on my path. I think so.
When I was a much younger man I thought I could change the world.
Well... just look at it now!
God Bless you, too.