I'm starting to really wish I had an individual to chat with regularly, but I'm still super depressed, so I don't want to reach out to someone who can't handle that. Some people don't want to hear about sadness. I'm getting better, but it's a process. Don't want to be a burden, but do want a trustworthy friend. I also don't pay for this, though, so i can't send individuals messages unless they start it either. *Sigh* c'est la vie.