Sort of, but when I tried to go to my home Bible study recently, i just couldn't stop crying. I don't have any local friends that know me very well, though, because I just moved here in May. As for family, I've got my mom who just had brain surgery and can't process things very well, my 23 year old son who currently hates me because I ruined his life by being married to my ex-husband, and my 9 year old. So my church family is open to being there for me, but we do not really have roots yet.
Thank you so much. I have been praying a lot more. I've been trying to turn to God when I'm feeling lonely. Can't really text Him a funny meme, but I guess i can thank Him for the laugh. I also started paying to hear Him audibly (which I've prayed for before, but never have) and feel His embrace. When I prayed to hear Him before, i was in another rough time, and He did send people with messages for me. One time, i was at Walmart in the given food section, and this lady came up to me crying. She told me she didn't usually do this, but that God was telling her to come tell me He loved me. Then another time, i was at a ladies day, and they opened up prayer corners for people to go ask for prayers. Well, I didn't go to a prayer corner, wasn't even thinking about it, but one of the ladies in a prayer corner came to me, sitting in the middle of the room and told me that God told her to come pray for me and to tell me that everything was going to be okay. That's all i ever really want. I want a big hug and to be told that everything's going to be okay. Anyhow, God is good, and i know He'll send me a good friend in the right time. I'm just struggling with the wait.