wow so you Truly Believe that Gods Grace is not sufficient , sorry young man but we are all sinners and Jesus Came to Save us from Seperation from Him , when we become a Christian , old things are passed away , behold all things are NEW in Jesus ! we are not perfet , we fall and i myself has been in some weird places , running far from God , but i realized God was not the one that Left me i left him , i allowed the people and things ( addictions ) over take me to the point that i was in this dark pit , crying out o GOD SAVE ME ! Those preaching this message about the Gospel of Jesus , many will say is foolish to those who are perishing . Have you Truly Gave your life to Jesus , Repented of your sins , Do you believe Jesus is the Savior ? if you can have just faith as a tiny mustard seed ! We go by Faith not sight , Apostle Paul before he was called he was a Murderer ! and was Transformed when Paul Repented and Called upon the Lord !
sometimes it takes us to get off our high horse and be knocked down to open our blind prideful doubting eyes to realize Jesus has called us but have you Called upon Him Forsaking all others ? Addictions come and go we all have them , but as Christians we learn that only through Jesus can we make it through another day , putting down the desires to drink , do drugs or live unlawful . We are not perfect , and never will be my friend , but Jesus sends a comforter the Holy Spirit , after we Call upon HIS name by Faith ! he is the teacher READ your Bible , Get with born again believers in Jesus Christ by Faith alone , Life is wonderful when you have the Savior it may not be perfect , you will be hated by the world but the wonderful part is this world is not our home , Jesus is our only Hope ! if you live in thinking His Grace is not efficient for what your going through , then do you really know My JESUS ? Jesus said " who do you say I am ?" that is my question to you . Praying for you young man ,