Like Ephesians 6 says, we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against spiritual wickedness from the devil.
Will the devil lay traps out for us, cleverly disguised as seemingly naturally-occuring predicaments and happenings? Perhaps.
But we can take on the full Armor of God as our spiritual defense. The word of God is our sword. Like Jesus who fended off the devil in the wilderness using the word of God, we can do the same. When the devil comes, stand up, loud and proud, and quote scripture.
Read Ephesian 6.
For now some short and simple scriptures to memorize for your quoting needs are:
Psalm 23:4
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Philippians 4:13
I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
And above all else, pray to God. He will help you. Trust, believe, obey Him.
If it were only seemingly. I can't really tell anymore. I'm torn between certain situation's that no one can relate to that I'm expieriencing.
After watching this and Doing this, my life changed.
I'm trying to understand WHAT happened.
I posted before that, I came to the conclusion that you must be filled with The Holy Spirit because of what occured with the Apostle's at pentacaust.
After I said this prayer, everything in my life changed, and one thing I began to pick up on, that happened so often and frequently was expieriencing observing three-digit numbers in a repeating sequence. It's not something I'm imagining, and although it sound's vague I was curious why:
For Instance, when I get sent a letter and I see the Number 111, or when I buy Something and I see the Number 333, or 444, or when I go somewhere and I Order Something and the person I meet is Wearing 222, or when I get a message at 2:22, or when I pick up a delivery and on the paperwork the first number is 222, or when someone know's on my door in the morning asking for money at 4:44, or when I got hit by a truck and woke up right before it happened at 4:44, or whenever my phone Ring's with The Alarm that I didn't set at 7:21, right before Something Happens.
My problem with this, is today I typed ppp, and almost lost my marble's because ppp, in witchraft, which is part of The Study that I did to expose religion's is the number 666.
My Curiosity with these number's is that I wanted to Understand Why;
1. I was observing them, and noticing them,
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2. Why they were alway's appearing. I read online, when I did some research that they are reffered to as angel number's.
My concern, is that after I did what it said to in the video I could Speak in tongue's, I also fealt a strong need to Spread The Gospel and wasn't afraid to, at all, unlike before when I was doing it where I would get jittery and scared.
I Realized also after I had Said it, I became Posessed by a actual Person, I could feel someone living inside of me.
Now this person, who may be God, Taught me thing's I know for a fact, No one on planet Earth know's about AT ALL. He taught me:
1. Where to Find written Record of Jesus Christ'S Ressurection and He Taught me everything there is to know about religion, Specifically that all religious symbol's are variation's and depiction's of baphomet.
There were some expierience's that I've Kept Trying to understand and I'm Cautious because of what It Say'S in The Scripture in Hebrew's 6, that if anyone return's to religion they are condemned, after they have been brought to the knowledge of the Truth.
Having been posessed before, this time was much different. I know what it's like to be posessed by a demon, I'm having hard time's Even Understanding what it's Like being Posessed by God.
When I Finished Writing a book, that Prove's Jesus is God and that all religion is satanism, it seemed like the devil lost it's mind and started to try to ruin my life everyday. I kept on trying to be nice to people, who I ran into that would freak out when I was around.
With What the Spirit Was Teaching Me, I came to the conclusion, that, the devil doesn't try to expose himself, but then I thought, what if what I was Taught about religion was an attempt to get me to believe another doctrine and I can't tell. I can't Tell if this was a miscalculation on whatever Posessed me, or If I'm over Thinking Thing's.
I've Started to expierience an awareness of thing's that aren't common to people. Some day's I like it, other day's I fear it, because I get concerned something else could have happened. Also, it help's me. I'm Very Protected.
Message's have been conflicting lately, though, and when I say message'S, it'S like two people, are saying something different. one says repent or hell, The Other Say'S I'M Special and to stop worrying.
For Instance, Today I received a message, and it said:
You're doing Great, basically, and the second message said, God didn't Blame the rock Cain used to kill Abel.
so I get mega-worried about what's Going on.
The Consistent message is to Trust God. yet, thing's keep on happening and people keep on helping me, who I don't know if they are good. They always appear whenever they help me with the number's: 111, 222, 333, 444, 555, 666, 777, 888, 999, and recently, 000.
now because of all of this, I smoke like a chimney, and Certain message'S are very clear, as they are directed at me, literally, directed at me.
Also, I have had So many out of Body expierience's that it worrie's me, what I gather is being called in The Spirit and Shown thing's. I don't Have a problem with out of body Expierience's because you can be called in the spirit. It's different when you practice something to do it. I don't practice witchraft so, I'm confused as to why it's happening.
The First Time it Happened, I met God and freaked out and got kicked out of Heaven, from what I gather, not because of anything but my doubt. It was Exceptionally Frightening, to be in The Presence of God.
The second time it happened I'm not explaining what happened.
The Third Time it Happened I met a giant spirit, and it was a very tall women. she said something so completely strange I had no Idea How to respond, and told me she sent me to earth to Spread The Gospel, which I rebuked.
I started assuming that maybe satan can do thing's that are similar to God.
I don't think it was an angel, but I had a similar expierience meeting someone In The flesh that shared reaemblence to her, with specific trait's that everyone was afraid of, when this person approached me in a crowd of people, glowing.
I Have Had Many other Expierience'S Especially with Dove's recently. One Flew in front of me in a crowd of people, and stayed in front of me for a second and then flew over my head.
I have also met people who I assume are from the devil, constantly asking me for money, who had strange power's which I recorded. One of them disappeared after I at first denied to give her money.
Then I prayed to Jesus to give me a second chance, and she reappeared on the other side of the parking lot.
I can't tell if it's solely God, or both God and satan bothering me, but I can tell satan is one of the idiot's giving me problems.
My Curiosity with all of this is, is I Can't Compare my Expierience'S with anything In The Bible, Except by Comparison of How thing's are described in The Bible.
maybe I pissed the devil off, because I destroyed it's career and now it's hell bent on deceiving me. I'm Just trying to make Sure I'm not being deceived and because NO one can tell who The spirit's are, much Less Test Them in these different Circumstance's, I'm making sure God didn't come to hate me at some point and condemn me.
I Love Jesus, But I'M also an outrageous sinner, and A lot of this has been burning me out. Whenever I Think I Have figured it out, it get'S really confusing, Especially because of what I know About religion.
I smoke a lot Lately, and I know God Is Extremely Displeased, on top of all of this I keep on having dream's that are wild.
I'm starting to wonder if the devil is sending people to be nice to me because The book that's about to come out is going to screw him.
I thought a lot and figured, if this Spirit that is inside of me wasn't God, it could easily stop my heart and with me Going Full Commando on the devil with a book, I Wrote.
I Just Want To Make Sure I See Jesus When I Die.
I'm just Scared, because Everything in my Life Seem's to be happening According To A Plan, Which is Cool. My phone also ding's a lot whenever I'm Researching Stuff or what not.
Sometime's I think, that God Posessed me and the devil is Just trying to confuse me, but I'm anything but Holy. I'M not Sure if You Can Be Possessed by God and Require A Lot Of Maintenance.
I just Know I'm Going To Die one Day and Stand Before The God I Met In Heaven, and That, freak's me out.
I also had an out of body expieriences about the end of the world, and I wound up in hell.
Sometime's I think it's because of this, that another spirit may be pretending to be God in my Life, and it's irreversible, but then I think, if that were True, Who Gave me The Spiritual Expierience In The First Place?
I Can'T tell.
sometime'S I Feel like maybe the devil just use's the fact he's a spirit to deceive people, but I Prohibit Myself From Saying Anything Because I Don'T want to Blaspheme God.
I'M Sure It's God Someday'S, but my fear is that if I'm wrong Either way, I'M Screwed.
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