At least I can say I have a grasp on reality
Did you never read in Ezekiel 28 about how the king of Tyre - which is obviously Lucifer - is described as a "perfect" and full of "wisdom" and "beauty" and good things?
Good gravy, man, his very name means "lightbearer"! And you're going to sit their doubting whether he loved his Maker?
Before sin was found in Lucifer', prefect love for God and all creatures reigned everywhere - we know this because once sin is eradicated, prefect love will once again reign everywhere, will it not?