Sorry @eternally-gratefull, this is going to be a long post but, your heart is so tender and loving towards God... I have to say all of this to you....
When we first believe in Jesus Christ and get saved and born again, we are SEALED with the Holy Spirit but, the BAPTISM with the Holy Spirit occurs the 1st time we are FILLED with the Holy Spirit and this “baptism and being filled” can happen when we are first saved or it can happen later.
From scripture, we know there are 3 baptisms - water, Spirit and Fire.
“I baptize you with
water for repentance. But after me comes one who is more powerful than I, whose sandals I am not worthy to carry. He will baptize you with the
Holy Spirit and
fire.
Matthew 3:11 -
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=Matthew 3:11&version=NIV
From scripture, we also know the Holy Spirit “seals” us......
And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were
sealed for the day of redemption.
Ephesians 4:30 -
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=Ephesians 4:30&version=NIV
.......and we are to receive the baptism with the Holy Spirit.....
On one occasion, while he (Jesus) was eating with them, he gave them this command:
“Do not leave Jerusalem, but wait for the gift my Father promised, which you have heard me speak about. 5 For John baptized with water, but in a few days you will be
baptized with the Holy Spirit.”
Acts 1:4-5 -
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=Acts 1:4-5&version=NIV
Another verse:
While Apollos was at Corinth, Paul took the road through the interior and arrived at Ephesus. There he found some disciples and asked them, “Did you receive the Holy Spirit when you believed?”
They answered, “No, we have not even heard that there is a Holy Spirit.”
So Paul asked, “Then what baptism did you receive?” “John’s baptism,” they replied.
Paul said, “John’s baptism was a baptism of repentance. He told the people to believe in the one coming after him, that is, in Jesus.”
On hearing this, they were baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus.
When Paul placed his hands on them, the Holy Spirit came on them, and they spoke in tongues and prophesied.
Acts 19:1-6 -
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=Acts 19:1-6&version=NIV
..... and be “filled” with the Holy Spirit.
And the disciples were
filled with joy and with the Holy Spirit.
Acts 13:52 -
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=Acts 13:52&version=NIV
Sealed => God’s “Mark” on us as His possession. (Analogy: God buys a cellphone - God owns it now.)
Baptism => First time God “fills” us with New Wine the Holy Spirit. We may even feel and act drunk like they did on Pentecost. He endues us with power to be witnesses for Jesus Christ in the Earth. (Analogy: God “activates” His cellphone.)
Filled => Stir up the Gift of the Holy Spirit with songs of praise and worship, meditating on God’s Word, fellowship with believers, etc. (Analogy: God charges His cellphone to 100%.)
NOW, we can send and receive texts, phone calls, videos, chats, etc to and from God! We can hear His voice, engage in a relationship with Him!
@KelbyofGod is encouraging all Believers to let God “activate and charge us up 100%” with His Holy Spirit.