Now there you go again, you see to be watching certain Check Marks to be sure you have covered all the requirements. THAT IS NOT IT AT ALL. It is establishing an inner, Personal Relationship with the LORD JESUS CHRIST. Do you ever talk to JESUS other than formal Prayer. I do that daily, YOU NEED TO KNOW HIM INTIMATELY AND PERSONALLY. Do you ever Cry in Church or at home? Some songs just touch my heart, and tears are just streaming done my face. I make it a habit that when ever I Hear and ambulance of the Life Flight Helicopter, as the fly right over my HOUSE, so I immediately I start Praying for both the Patient and the staff on those Helicopters and Ambulances, and Tears flow down my face as I am praying. This evening I was watching a E R TEAM on 6 at a hospital with the young woman that was Stabbed. I start Praying just like the Live Helicopters. I know it was all over and done with, but GOD KNOWS MY HEART.
And went I heard she had died in transport, I started crying all the more. That is the way I KNOW AGAPE LOVE IS IN MY HEART.
When I look back to 5 years ago, when I bought this house, I know GOD wanted me here. At first, I rejected this house, and went and looked at several others. But Came back to this HOUSE and bought it. He wanted me here, to earnestly pray for the people, and the crews working on the Patients in flight. I am about 8 blocks from the Hospital, that has the most famous heart team in Nebraska. A lot of the Life Flights in that chopper are coming in hot with a Patient that had a severe heart attack. Somebody should be praying for those People and the Medical Staff. And I guess, I am it. When it is critical, they come in LOW, full speed, and set it down as fast as possible. When it is not so much of an emergency, they circle the Hospital and then land. So YES, GOD wanted me in this house.
There are Different Ministries for Different People, but I am where I need to be.
I see you are asking different People the same question you asked me. Are you Trying to hang on to your hatred, and hopefully justify it? It will not work. Do you know what you are doing by not letting go of it? You have put a road block in front of GOD, so that HE will not REPAY the offense. Remember, we are to Forgive as we have been Forgiven TOTALLY!
Deuteronomy 32:35-36 (NASB)
35 'Vengeance is Mine, and retribution, In due time their foot will slip; For the day of their calamity is near, And the impending things are hastening upon them.'
36 "For the LORD will vindicate His people, And will have compassion on His servants, When He sees that
their strength is gone, And there is none
remaining, bond or free.
Even if you show bitterness for the offence, then GOD is not obligated to repay the offense.
Romans 12:19-21 (NASB)
19 Never take your own revenge, beloved, but leave room for the wrath
of God, for it is written, "VENGEANCE IS MINE, I WILL REPAY," says the Lord.
20 "BUT IF YOUR ENEMY IS HUNGRY, FEED HIM, AND IF HE IS THIRSTY, GIVE HIM A DRINK; FOR IN SO DOING YOU WILL HEAP BURNING COALS ON HIS HEAD."
21 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.