Hi, Lafftur, may I join in? It's nice to see you in the forum again. I've been a bit unwell until recently, and feeling better. Been reading here, family trees, rabbit trails, and trying to hold on...
Not easy to get going in the morning. Trying to follow the discussion here. Sounds like something is upsetting you, reading between the lines, and my own crazy days.
What can I do to help? You don't sound like the same happy Daughter of Zion. I hardly know you, but caring, and hearing the spiritual warfare. Praying the Lord will give you a sign of His peace this eve.
Eve of Christmas Eve. It's gonna be ok.