I guess I've always been Catholic, but over the years I've questioned a few things and still question a very big part of Catholicism - and that is the concept of Mary's immaculate conception. I just don't really find any justification either through scripture or tradition for her original forgiveness based solely on the merits of Jesus. Just isn't there. I understand it. And I understand why the Church eventually (after a couple hundred years) decided to go with it. I just can't find it. That being said, I do appreciate how most questions and answers are thoroughly meted out through catechism or the progression of thought from so many scholars over two thousand years.
I DO NOT believe that the holy spirit tells one person one thing and tells another something else, but I DO believe that this is how many many denominations are born Denominations develop almost always by rebellion and a faith that "their beliefs" trump all others and completely dismisses roughly two thousand years of scholarly theological thought because something thinks they had an "epiphany".
In 1790 (I think) there was a day in May (I think the 19th) when most of New England from Maine south to New Jersey had a "day of darkness". It was attributed to forrest fires and a thick fog but roosters were crowing, frogs chirping, candles were lit and oh, the souls that were saved that day. Denominations were born including Mother Ann from the "Shakers" in New York who had a horrible marriage resulting in 4 children all of whom died in infancy and oddly enough, the church she founded believed in total celibacy. Can't blame her much, but the "denomination" she founded was based on her interpretation of scripture tainted by her own bad experience.
That's why I trust time. Time for people smarter than me with more insight and more devotion of study to lead, to question and to interpret. Generations of people. Sometimes they're wrong, but TIME has a way of straightening things out. Considering the strength in number of the Catholic Church, I think TIME has endorsed her.