Im not looking at others to be happy or because I'm condemning them or because I feel more righteous. I have been bullied, mocked, ridiculed, ostracized my entire life from "worldly" and "Christians" alike, for no reason. And no im not talking about what happened here recently. Other things too but that's besides the point. I have not been loved or treated with love. I am not bitter, I am hurt that people who claim to love, do not. I am not angry, I am hurt that people lie. I am not evil, I am hurt that I've been treated evil. I am not a monster, I am hurt that I am looked down like one. I am not unrighteous, I am hurt that I've been treated unrighteous. I am not so many other things I've been dealt with, I am hurt that people are oblivious to what loving your neighbor like yourself actually is. I am not being "sensitive", I am hurt that people mock, ridicule, are haughty and condescending just because, that's not being too "sensitive" it's wrong period.
I would much rather be in a third world country living in those conditions and potentially having valid reasons to be hurting and in even then id probably actually be happier than I am living in a privileged country mistreated by "privileged" people.